Serious question: Do you have black mold in your environment?

None that is visible.

You're definitely experiencing some sort of mental break.

You are possibly schizophrenic. You honestly think all this is happening, and you acknowledge it gets worse when you smoke weed?

Have you spoken to anyone in person about this?

No.

Maybe you should invite someone to walk with you to confirm what you are saying.

I don't know if they are following me I don't go out much.

All I'm saying is you should have a witness in your environment who can confirm any of these events you say are occurring.

Pretty sure that would make them back off. Mostly it intensifies if I smoke weed than they really lay it on hard.

Trust me I know I sound crazy but seriously It wouldn't be that hard to know when I smoke if they are monitoring my internet and hacked into my ipad.

It's jailbroken and doesn't have much security.

dude i think you're just paranoid.

I really hope so

This is the early signs of mania. I would get checked out. Cannabis enhances the effects. You begin to construct scenarios to explain everything. No insult or judgement. Be open with the doctor. It can be treatable through many means. Do not listen to anything inside if you that advocates hurting yourself or others. I wish you luck.

But I'm expierencing people actually messing with me, saying my name, honking horns outside my house etc.

If it was all in my head it would be manageable but when their are outside forces it is a different scenario

All could be auditory hallucinations. Have you experienced hallucination before, and are you able to identify it? The whispering of your name is the one unique item that cannot be explained through normal means. The honking. Could be for someone else. That you're registering as for you alone.

Do you have any family history with mental illness? Did you have a very active imagination when you were young? More so than your peers? Are you currently on any type or medication other than cannabis?

On to the other side. Why would people be fucking with you. This run-in with thr gang in CA. What happened. If you would rather not discuss in public, PM me. Or I can add you to a private forum I just created.

The beeps outside are now coinciding with alerts I'm getting on my ipad

What type of beeps. What do they sound like? What location? Can you pinpoint? The KGB did this to fuck with foreign reporters. To ensure they knew they were being watched, and that they are not safe in their personal effects.

Like car beeps.

All this is in your head, dude. I'd see a doctor. These are the hallmarks of schizophrenia emerging

Another serious question: Are you using a bong or a hookah?

Man trust me. I want to be fucking crazy. This feels different no this all began with an attack by a group of individuals I didn't know at a park on the other side of the country. I was out of there 2 days later and since than there have been issues.

I asked you a question, please, kindly, answer the question. Are you using a bong or a hookah to smoke your weed?

I'm not smoking recently

I asked how you were consuming the product.

You've met some civil people that are willing to electronically communicate with you and most have done so out of concern.

I would encourage you to get more sunlight, more exercise and seek an Internist. Food allergies, hell, allergies in general, can often present strange symptoms.

Black Mold http://blackmold.awardspace.com/black-mold-toxic-stachybotrys-mycotoxins.html

There are also mental health issues that exhibit from age related onset.

I wish you well and hope you will seek treatment that suits you.

It is worth a try. See if someone else can corroborate this. I have a friend that suffers from similar symptoms. I've attempted to witness what he is, and so far have been unable to. He has spoke with plants and trees, and sees intelligent (edit)"shadow" beings that tell him to do things. Sometimes very bad things, such as murder.

Well that's a trip I appreciate you trying to help. Each case is that case. Assumptions do nothing for anyone.

Stop taking Molly. Ear infections are common, you may be hearing the blood running your veins by a blockage of ear wax (the shell effect --- just made that name up). Happens, results in pain.

I don't take molly

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Gang Stalking isn't done by gangs, it's done by a company called Fieldwork Quantwork (it's a Marketing Research firm)

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How old are you?

21

I think you need to see a doctor.

Yeah you might be right. They will diagnose me if I say everything.

You are just the right age for these symptoms to begin. I have seen a few friends start out in this manner. A traumatic experience like you described can trigger more issues.

I'm a bit skeptical to go and get diagnosed, it's possible people are fucking with me and going away for a week or two and getting dosed won't make them stop if that is the case.

I just don't know what to do. If I was for sure I was just crazy than it would be fine but if I go get dosed up and come back here and people start messing with me I'll probably lose it.

That is a great idea. The best in the thread. One in which you can determine if it's internal or external. Do you have anywhere can go to drop off the grid for a few weeks? Somewhere without your cell phone, or with it in a Farraday cage, and not being near your car or a transportation item that could be tracked (ex. Bicycle)? A place where literally no one would know where you are.

I'm going two come at this from two different angles so bear with me.

The fact that you say it gets worse when you smoke weed leads me to believe that what you are experiencing is psychosomatic. That it's all in your head. Acute paranoia can do very strange things. Your not crazy so don't worry. It's all going to work out. I would suggest refraining from using electronics and anything else that you associate with being gang stalked. Take a break, do something you really enjoy, something good for yourself. Take some time to remove the idea from your head then come back and take an objective look at the situation.

Now for the second angle.

Gangstalking is a tactic used by the CIA and the like. It's associated with project MK Ultra and mind control programming. They will use subliminal messaging to get ideas into people's heads and make them do what they want. The navy yard shooter was gang stalked before being programmed to shoot those people. If after taking an objective look at your situation you still feel that you are being gang stalked by the control system then I would avoid all electronics like the plague. Minimize cell phone, internet, TV, and speaker use. Then I would become very familiar with yourself. Learn how to meditate and do it frequently. Really get a grasp of what thoughts are your own and which thoughts may not be. Dig roots into your own stream of thought so deep that they could never be uprooted. Tell some of your friends about what has been happening, get them involved. Finally, quit smoking weed or doing anything that will alter your state of consciousness, at least until this has passed. If you are weak and controllable they will target you, if you are strong and firmly rooted then they will move on.

Oh and don't worry about people who call you crazy. You cannot suppress what you are experiencing just because it sounds "out there". Some may even call me "crazy" for posting this. Fuck those people. There's no such thing as "crazy".

Thanks brother.

Listen to this guy. Sorry this is happening

I believe "they" are using weed to gain "access" to more individuals.

Stop smoking weed. Detox any medications from your body, unless absolutely completely necessary, like insulin. (I'm off even caffeine and allergy meds. There's natural remedies, along with cleaning more often and building your own immunity. Local honey does miracles.) Have a doctor look at your ear, but don't mention the other shit. Set up cameras in your house that backup to a remote cloud, or research means of "booby trapping" your doors that can't be replicated. Take pictures with a camera that doesn't have wifi or data access.

As for the voices part, read the religious texts of your choosing. Pick whatever spiritual path that brings you to the God of your understanding, then build your spiritual armor. I know it sounds terrifying that they might be hacking your body, but they can't control or possess your soul. Your soul is yours and belongs to God, even if you've "sold it".

The whole diagnostic system of determining mental illness is based on the techniques they have used in the past to defame the people sensitive enough to detect these techniques. Look at religious history, it's full of ACTUAL martyrs. (I'm not talking about egotistical prophets that have started their own sects, I'm talking about the people that recognized the spiritual battle and were labeled as "nuts" for calling the demons the demons that they are!)

Don't lose faith in yourself or your higher power. Get your soul clean and stop any activity that you are ashamed or feel guilty about. If there's nothing to drive you to be afraid of your own actions, then they lose all power.

This is interesting. What leads you to believe that?? Not saying your wrong, I'm just curious. It's entirely plausible. I just thought marijuana, when smoked by a healthy brain, opened you up to your higher self, not distanced you. I know LSD has been sketchy ever since the CIA commandeered the entire SANDOZ stock in the 60's. What about your take on psilocybin? Obviously tripping when your already paranoid is a terrible idea but it's always been my view that taking mushrooms in a safe environment can establish a lasting bond between you and your higher self.

I think I was too vague about my beliefs. Drugs and alcohol distance you from God. I am not seeking a higher version of self, I'm seeking the influence of the Holy Spirit into my soul. Christianity is about communion, with God and with our fellow man, not about personal "growth", except in relation to abiding by the Word.

Ohhh ok I see where your coming from now. I'm forced to disagree simply because I've had experiences while meditating and later while on "drugs" such as psilocybin and dimethyltryptamine that put me in touch with "god" it is me and I am it. I believe that we are all aspects of the same light refracted through a filter (perception). There is no god outside of ourselves. This is just MY belief though, I don't necessarily want you to believe the same, my only wish is that the path you've chosen brings you fulfillment. :)

Well, fuck, I'm now confused as ever about spiritual truth. I think I need to start my own thread, not highjack this one. Something's been going on for months and I need to vent.

I was speaking generally. At this moment in time I would NOT recommend you do anything mind altering. Go watch some David Icke on youtube, you'll be ok lol.

I've never delved into Icke, and I think I'm ultimately ok w avoiding his stuff. I've gotten enough input, I need to start outputting my theories on paper, then possibly online. I still question if I'm strong enough to read comments on anything I would post here or a blog. There's too many layers for me to come out coherently ATM.

Have you found any new evidence or information you would like to share? Updates?

2 day old account.

Hey man I'm serious about this. I've been googling to find out particular things and I just came across gang stalking tonight.

Try and record and capture what you believe is happening. It will help others understand your perspective and help you.

I don't have a recording device sensitive enough to do that...

Photos of the gang? The noises you say are coming through your walls. You need evidence, find a way. There's lots of free software online that could help discover bugs/track traces. If it's bothering you that much, you'll make an effort.

Gang stalking isnt done by street gangs.

Gang stalking is done by a company called fieldwork quantwork

Dont click this http://fieldwork.com

Why?

Because they will harvest your data and use it to stalk you.

Waltham office in particular, especially in regard to anything related to boston marathon bombing hoax.

Holy shit.

here is what fieldwork quantwork did to one poor guy

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And it doesn't mean a fucking actual gang is after you.

Not saying it's a gang. Just the term gang stalking most related to my experiences.

Would imagine it has something to do with megalomaniacs with a lot of money and how that correlates to the fact that most members of gangs etc etc are highly interested in money.

Gang stalking isn't barely hearing voices, its harassment through phone and anything else. Ringing.your doorbell blah blah

Yupp I've had that too. Waking up from ppl ringing my door.

Well if you didn't delete the other comment where you said you encountered a gang while backpacking you would know what I mean

I did not delete any comment.

This isn't advertising what are you talking about?

I seriously did not delete the comment but it's gone. Really wtf is that?

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Whatever dude I'm just reaching out.

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I am not advertising for this shit it's just that I came across it tonight and it has described better than anything else what I've experienced.

Why is this in /r/conspiracy ?

There is a possibility he is being fucked with. This type of intimidation has been used ny intelligence agencies for about a century or more now. Hence, it's discussion here in /r/conspiracy. I welcome the self discussion posts here.

I've heard of this before, it does exist. I don't know what the proper response is tho, do some googling. You could contact a private investigator?

If you were ballsy you could start fucking with these people back. I'm not like the others, who will say you're crazy. Go right after the culprits. Confront them.

All I'm saying is you should have a witness in your environment who can confirm any of these events you say are occurring.

I asked you a question, please, kindly, answer the question. Are you using a bong or a hookah to smoke your weed?

Photos of the gang? The noises you say are coming through your walls. You need evidence, find a way. There's lots of free software online that could help discover bugs/track traces. If it's bothering you that much, you'll make an effort.