Nothing about being schizophrenic implies that you're violent. You seriously need to talk to a doctor about this stuff I do believe you are suffering from a mental disorder.
Maybe not, but the stuff about the clickers is a massive mental illness red-flag. There is nothing wrong with checking up on your mental well-being, and if you've got a full bill of health- then you can be certain some shady shit is going on.
Edit: I've got to add in response to you saying "I'm not a mass shooter type", schizophrenia usually doesn't present in a 'mass shooter' way. Nor do a lot of other mental illness'. Sometimes people can appear to be completely asymptomatic.
She recognizes that they come in 2 yes, 1 no forms.
If this was nutty speak, I wouldn't post it. I guess it all reads nutty no matter what, but it happened, and there are still some strange things happening, but they have vastly slowed down.
If I was mentally ill, wouldn't the imagined stimuli still be at a consistent level, or had gotten even worse?
I may have a few things wrong, it's bound to happen, but the logical, intelligence-driven clicks are real... and a really stupid ass way of communicating with someone, imo. Mind control, I guess, but when it turned more into communication, it was terribly innificiant.
Fair enough, I'm not trying to talk down to you or anything. I just have a lot of family and friends who have dealt with, and are dealing with mental illness' and your story stuck a chord with me.
It really depends on what's going on, and before I go further this is my opinion, and I am in no way a medical professional.
The rate of occurrences of stimuli don't necessarily have to follow a logical order, nor need to stay consistent, it would depend on what is wrong in the first place.
This might be of interest to you, and again please understand I'm not trying to be rude, condescending or anything of the like. Just trying to help get to the bottom of this, and cover all possibilities.
Yes, no problem on you, my bad for being defensive. I mean, it does sound wacky, and I'm sure I have some things wrong, but the people following me, the clickers and the hacked comps are an absolute, or I am truly insane and have lost complete touch with reality, but I still function as an adult, still pay bills, and soon will start working full time again, as I took a few months off.
What I don't understand is what arm of the government, as I must assume that it is an arm of the gov, and maybe another org, would do these things to me, and for what goal? All they managged to do was harm me profesdionally, temporarily, harm a few relationships, and waste my time, and a great deal of thiers. I am not seeing the profitable tradeoff for their resources spent.
Thats okay, you weren't being overly defensive, I just wanted to make sure I didn't come across as insincere. Like I said you could be for the most part asymptomatic, but I should stop trying to diagnose you. I think the best thing you can do for now (although you probably already have) is just discuss everything with your wife and ask her how she truly feels, and what she thinks should be done about this whole situation. I wish I could do more to help.. and I wish you all the best!
She knows that one, possibly two, groups of people set out to control/hurt/ me using various methods, and attempted to kill me on three occasions.
I promise you this, there wasn't a 120mph car chase over nothing... and just so much more things that happened that I didn't even post in the story. It was bad, absurdly fucked up.
I'm going to delete this post, and this account now, as there are some things in the works, and I'd like to just move on with my life if we can calm things down.
I have a few meetings, and depending on those meetings, determines if things get bad again, or if we all can just move forward. If I die, I have things positioned where I will not go un'avenged', and I promise that I was/have been fairly clever about it all. If others die, I understand that I die, and have come to peace with that sometime ago.
It is very surprising just how crazy life can become, even when you try to stay out of the way/mind your own business. What a world!
This shit's definitely happening, and big time in California. I guess the term is "gangstalking," something I'd never heard of until this year.
It is/was happening to my friend. I sat him down and told him he might have schizophrenia. Now I guess they've decided I'm more of a target as this shits daily harassment.
I've always been of sound mind.. Until this year now almost everyone thinks I'm crazy or on drugs. There's a few observant ones that pay attention to little shit and they for the most part believe me. I have one friend that definitely believes me as he's been stalked walking home twice now. Oh shit ! I forgot he has footage that needs to be reviewed as he was stalking the stalkers.. Totally fucking forgot. Damn.
I'm taking the fight to them, in my case here in Cali it's government... Well major corporations, feds and government subcontractor.
Dude I'm sorry but I seriously don't understand most of what you just wrote, I think you might need some serious mental help?
I tried to read the whole thing, I'm from Edmond, OK so I was obviously interested. I'm sorry you had a bad experience here but I think it's actually a really nice place and people are pretty friendly for the most part. I've travelled to NYC and other northern areas and I was really surprised by how different people are there. I never thought it was weird to smile at strangers or hold the door open for someone and I got some very cold responses up there. Anyway, you kept mentioning that people seemed nervous around you a lot. Do you think it might be because you had a negative stereotype about Oklahoma before you even moved there and probably attributed that to its residents as well? You know like you were probably being an asshole and rude to people.
May the souls of anyone who would do you or your family intentional harm be sent to the fiery abyss to incenerate forever in torment by the creator they betrayed. ;)
I didn't read everything you wrote but decided to tell you how wrong you were anyway because I'm from Edmonton, OK.
FTFY
You know like you were probably being an asshole and rude to people.
Wow, way to assume and attack at the same time. He was probably on edge and people sensed that and didn't want to set him off. I have my doubts that everyone was a part of his ordeal, but my guess is that definitely something was going on aside from him just being crazy.
I don't think he's crazy but he's getting there if this continues he's going to go right over the edge. I am looking forward to the next post he has to get some sort of help. No help where people think he is delusional though. He needs to disconnect and fast/eat healthy for a bit. It will give him clear thought to devise a plan and to realize something for himself.
Some 22 year old kid. I don't have his name at my desk. Maybe I'll post it later. The interaction was he was some douche, and the cops "just happened" to be driving behind him when he totaled my car...
The insurance called it a total loss and covered it all.
I needed asthma meds, thus the doc appointment. Yep, he rear ended me on my way to the doc apt.
The officers just went on driving. Interesting, isn't it?
Certainly have a big enough pair for dealing with all of this, the people don't just hang out in public. Two cars at a time.
The best thing we can take away from this is that there will be three, or more, fewer monsters on this earth soon enough.
Don't do anything crazy man. I'm pretty sure everybody else on Reddit is with me when I say that there is nobody out to get you and that there is a reason you were given anti-psychotics when you went to the doctor....
You taking violent action in this situation will do nothing but harm what are 99.999% most certainly innocent people who have 0 interest in harming you.
It almost seems as if you WANT this to end badly...
Well...in your other posts, you have made it quite clear that you have "arranged" for these 3 people to be "taken care of," whatever that means.
You have also posted TONS of extremely specific information including names, addresses, etc. all over Reddit making this all extremely easy to trace directly back to yourself.
The term I guess would be "gangstalking." I was never a conspiracy theorist but I guess I am now. This shit is fucked and in my case it's corporations, feds, institutions and government subcontractors. Something big is going down and I can only try to connect the dots with what I've already learned. It helps to try to keep tabs on govt programs, government contracts and local bullshit. It also helps to pay attention to everything. Everything, but don't get sucked in.
You need to fight. They started this BS, we have to end it. As far as killing you.. I don't know... Supposedly another in this town was going on about the same stuff I am, they called him crazy and put him on meds, the same meds he overdosed on.
So far they've tried to inflict mental damage, get me to crack. Don't buy it, don't fall apart. I almost cracked but I've had my victories.
Victories for me have been : getting a good friend to stalk them. Uncovering my shady neighbors real name and talking to someone who was/is trying to sue him (he was contacted by the secret service). Catching them launching a drone on video, setting things in motion which led to the destruction of said drone. Finding their password and kicking off the admin. Gaining access to the system folder and grabbing all I could. Using some files I grabbed to gain access to even more info, Macing one of the fuckers while he was trying to sneak into my house, drawing blood with booby traps twice (razors were smeared with cat shit) and in my opinion/experience connecting the dots a bit, trying to see the whole picture. I also surprised one of the fucks with a crossbow and we had a fun game of "hide n go chickenshit." I also might have an ace up my sleeve right now, depends on how I play it. They actually left me alone for a few days, but not today.
So fight. They probably weren't expecting me to be this much trouble, but hey, don't start a fight unless you plan on finishing it.
Victories for me have been : getting a good friend to stalk them. Uncovering my shady neighbors real name and talking to someone who was/is trying to sue him (he was contacted by the secret service). Catching them launching a drone on video, setting things in motion which led to the destruction of said drone. Finding their password and kicking off the admin. Gaining access to the system folder and grabbing all I could. Using some files I grabbed to gain access to even more info, Macing one of the fuckers while he was trying to sneak into my house, drawing blood with booby traps twice (razors were smeared with cat shit) and in my opinion/experience connecting the dots a bit, trying to see the whole picture. I also surprised one of the fucks with a crossbow and we had a fun game of "hide n go chickenshit."
Luckily I'm of sound enough mind to not hear voices or talk to clicks. Really I try not to let it get to me. I give the stalkers I see numerous times nicknames and even wave to them in public.
Right now the gang is "Toddy", Bikebud and the bikebros, Joggybitch, laughyman, bugfucker/shitfingers and their loyal raccoon companion Pierre.
Their real goal is they're really a very old powerful group of people in power who obsess over dick pics. They pick an individual with a dick they like and stop at nothing to amass a few TB hard drive full of super high resolution dick (and some ass) pics. These pictures are going to power the next Global world leader : A very powerful AI based on the thought patterns of dicks around the world.....
I'm joking. See I can make light of being under surveillance. Really though when it first started I thought it was just law enforcement doing a sting as I might've had more marijuana growing than allowed. I'd been busted before for selling weed and assumed this was some "neighborhood clean up."
My friend was gangstalked before I was. He was sure it was satanists and then he thought I was with them and that tried to kill him. I've seen that first hand and don't want to go anywhere near that mindset. Everyone in town definitely calls him crazy and it's sad it's effected him like that and that quickly.
There's definitely something going on and I'm just going to hang on for the ride, be observant and collect what evidence I can to expose this madness.
Did you run around and criticize the government, illuminati or zionists on a regular basis and they already knew about it, and you were not the regular type that just visits conspiracy sites and posts comments in them, but actually did something like criticizing some major secret society (Skull & bones, B'nai B'rith etc.) openly and in the public (Internet counts too)?
If you really did go around criticizing S&B or B'nai B'rith or any other secret society (Especially obscure ones that the public rarely know) openly and don't know who you are talking to (So watch out for businessman, doctors, teachers etc.) and/or don't do the correct procedures to be cyber-safe, it won't be surprising if this happened to you.
By the way anyone who actually owns a conspiracy site or researches conspiracies are under the risk of being data-gathered and purged in the future, but criticizing or researching some stuff (Mind Control, Secret Societies etc.) will garner more risk than some others like the presidential election frauds or color revolutions.
S&B is "skull and bones" and is the secret society that George bush was in. People had been assassinated or fired and unable to get any form of employment after they talked about it in the television.
I hope you are not a paranoid maniac, but it seems like a situation that can only happen when you or someone else you known was trying to expose or research them (Or any other conspiracy that can end up in assassination/unemployment/persecution upon researching or criticizing).
Could it be someone you knew closely was trying to:
Research Mind control
Expose Secret Societies
Expose Russian Crimes
And they did not let you know or did not perform the correct cybersafe procedures before they do so?
You said that it isn't you, so i think that it was related to someone you know.
If really and i mean really nobody is into these type of stuff (you could not be aware of it), you could had been subject to mind control or you need mental help.
I have no idea, but I pissed off the wrong people, or so it seems?, and they thought I'd be the average person and cower away, and how wrong they were.
Ugly times. It'd be nice if we could just be cool, but, nope.
Nah, the mind control kind of thing was real. I just don't understand the who and the why, but it doesn't matter now.
Also, i heard you coming into contact with Israeli companies and your jewish contacts deleted, indicating somebody you know was trying to research jewish secret societies or expose them.
And be noted that the suspect i say was NOT simply trying to criticize Israel or the Jews, those are censored by Jewish lobbies like anti-defamation league which had their personnel in sites like facebook or wikipedia.
The suspect should had been actively tried to in-depth research and expose the crimes of those secret societies or criticize them in the public. And they could had been done so openly and publicly (Which includes the internet).
It could be somebody you know was into these type of stuff and did not run the correct cybersafe procedures.
This does not seem to be the thing they will do against a person if he simply regulated sites like this reddit or infowars and sometimes stopping by and make some comments.
(What they are doing against this is waiting for the big day and send all of the internet records to "peacekeepers" and use them to purge suspects).
In order for them to do this, the person must had been involved in a taboo subject in a regular basis like the 3 i listed above.
Duuuude, I think I know what it feels like to be in your position. Not with nearly the level of connections like you hacve illucidated, but still, some well-known names cropped up in my experience. And I have this strange theory that it has to do with the nature of the cosmos as well... Um, how do I address your incredibly interesting, forthright and brave accounting? Thanks would be first. To those experiencing something similar, even if they are delusional (I don't think you are being delusional like u/cthulu1221 is suggesting. In fact, I am suspect of this user from a previous post... Gotta give em cred for trippin' and stuff, seems edgy, but to highlight the 'hating Oklahoma' aspect of your story as a falsification or exaggeration is a bit weird. We all know that generally normal people are normal... I will say that outsiders in OK are not smiled at.), your post gives a ray of hope that they are not alone, because this ordeal that you were subjected to is very isolating and I am just happy you had a strong wife to go through it with.
I am gonna keep adding to this because I have a bit to say and qusstions to relate to see what experiences are similar. Definitely the Airforce and church are similar themes, and while I never experienced the clicking to my awareness, it is easy to see how a technique like this could work. I definitely felt like I was receiving suggestions, and had to perform a but of mental jiu-jitsu to keep my free will intact. Definitely all mainstream doctors are gonna seem like, or are part of the system, whether they are aware or not. Essentially, you have been targeted as someone with a strong will and drive for true patriotic action, and they desire to break your will down lest you influence the public in ways that might pick up momentum. Even little sparks are dangerous to this pile of dried up corpses running our government.
I guess my first question would be, do you feel like you were possibly grromed at any point, do you think it is possible there was a plan in the case you had acted upon your subliminal cues properly? ( I am assuming thats why nothing hapoened at the airport) The T-Gel shit is terrifying btw. I hope your helth is alright. You need to do a lot to destress! Shit I know how stressful it can be. Took me months to feel somewhat normal again.
Finally, I hope you find balance and good fortune in your life again. Stay strong in your beliefs, relax, and try to enjoy your life. I wish I knew how to stop these people from this assinine behavior.
I guess my first question would be, do you feel like you were possibly grromed at any point, do you think it is possible there was a plan in the case you had acted upon your subliminal cues properly?
I was groomed by the clicking devices, there is no doubt. I feel shame about it, but I'm also a human... so... I don't understand the second part of your question.
The T-Gel shit is terrifying btw. I hope your helth is alright. You need to do a lot to destress! Shit I know how stressful it can be. Took me months to feel somewhat normal again. Finally, I hope you find balance and good fortune in your life again. Stay strong in your beliefs, relax, and try to enjoy your life. I wish I knew how to stop these people from this assinine behavior.
My health is fine now, but they did attempt to kill me via the gel.
I will write the rest of this, as I was tortured in Montana as well.
I wish the best for you guys, and wish life could be happy and peaceful. I would rather grow and build, than to tear down.
About the grooming, I guess, I am just wondering if you thought they might've seen your test scores, been watching you for some time... Hired you for IT stuff etc. And stop talking that you are gonna get killed... i mean maybe, but if you lose hope, then it implicates you, makes you look delusional. Just do what you gotta do, be done with it, and move on. These people have so many irons in the fire, they would probably just prefer to leave you alone now and make you look like a nut job. Such a chess game.
Well, mostly because youre on a conspiracy sub, go to a page of someone who is clearly paranoid, tell them they are wrong, and probably rude. Highly suspect behavior... Prolly youre alright. Who knows...
Yeah, something like that, but why bother spending the time and money on me? ... and for what? Here I am in a nice house, money to spend, but now more capable than ever and with a list of names of people who wronged me, however incomplete. What was their point? What was the goal?
Yeah, I don't know about that stuff. I'm using "CIA" as a stand in for some sort of group, and because the doc mentioned them, which means nothing from him.
That's intense. If it were that, why, and just generally speaking, why would a group dedicate the resources to me? Target practice of sorts? I'm no military threat, lol.
Please stop indulging in this man's paranoid fantasies. Unless he is (as some have suggested) just taking the piss and using this as fuel to write some sort of shitty conspiracy movie, it seems that there are real life consequences at hand for real life people.
Clearly u/lovinglifemoo has no desire to seek mental help of any sort as he is completely convinced that this is all real which is really, really sad.
Please u/lovinglifemoo - try to step back, take a deep breath, and maybe lay off of the recreational drugs for a while.
But it seems you may have sealed your own fate already...Who knows.
Eh, paranoid fantasies wouldn't have guided me through the back roads of North and south dekota.
You're right....it must have been the "clicking machines" installed by the CIA in your rental car that were communicating with you guiding you through those back roads.
Dude. I'm not trying to be a dick...but this entire thing is off the charts insane and I would guess that it has to do with serious mental issues + prescription drugs + recreational drugs. That's a BRUTAL fucking combo right there man.
I'm not going to go through your original post and pick apart every piece I view to be paranoid/schizo but you legit blamed downloading a torrent, surfing the Internet to certain sites, deciding to leave your wife to go to the airport for no reason, using an elevator that was "out of order," taking somebody's boarding pass that wasn't even yours...and MANY other things on a "yes" or "no" system of "clicks" that you hear that you literally came up with at your own accord. Think to yourself...how do you know what 1 click or 2 clicks means? Who told you that? Or...how did you imagine that?
I have no reason to be responding to a random stranger on the internet about such crazy ridiculous things other than for the reason that I am legit concerned for your own safety and wellbeing. It is tough to see somebody going through such episodes. Please...PLEASE seek some professional help.
Yes, something like that seems to be the case, regarding the clickers.
The matter-of-factness in which you're replying makes it sound like you're trolling.
As far as your drug statements, you are making a lot of assumptions. I never said any of that...
Well, in my opinion, it is very obvious that you are dealing with some mental issues...you also have admitted to being on Adderall, Prozac, and then were also prescribed antipsych medication by the Dr. you went to...you use recreational drugs (one of your first posts on reddit is about how DRUGS ARE SO AWESOME!!!) so, yea.....I'm not "assuming" anything.
Soooo...as someone who has a personal connection with a youth coordinator at Life.Church (not Edmond) I can tell you that you are completely delusional on that front. As far as the other stuff I genuinely hope that you are making this up as a prank as this will definitely be reported to the local authorities and law enforcement because at worst you are a danger to yourself, your wife, and the people that you believe have wronged you and at best you will go to jail for making this up.
Dude, there isn't an elaborate plot for society to come and get you. Society is indifferent. You are either fucking with us or are suffering from delusions of grandeur.
If you're in Montana, buy a gun, learn how to safely use it. I'm sure they have liberal weapons laws.
Dude. Please do NOT encourage OP to go buy a firearm. He clearly has a severe mental health problem (seems like classic paranoid schizophrenia) and will only be a danger to himself and those around him if he owns a gun.
OP, I know it may be hard to wrap your head around...but nobody is out to get you. The mind is a very powerful and at times frightening thing but you need to realize that all of these connections and strange "out of place" things that you've been noticing are literally just your own imagination linking completely unrelated insignificant events together in a paranoid fashion.
Please seek mental help if you care about your well being or the well being of those around you!
Details? They asked you very vague questions about your life/wife that would apply to most adults (?).
Do you wear a wedding ring?
People in the world sometimes strike up smalltalk conversation to pass the time, particularly when they feel a bit awkward or are trying to pass the time.
If OP is truly on a test medication, it's really not advisable to just stop. Idk which med he's on but some need to be taken for the rest of your life because they pretty much eliminate natural testosterone production from your body.
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0 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Nah, I'm not a mass shooter kind of guy. I don't like innocents getting hurt.
Though it did make me wonder if they were trying to turn me into a terrorist, what with giving me testosterone, and so much adderall...
8 crunched 2016-10-06
Nothing about being schizophrenic implies that you're violent. You seriously need to talk to a doctor about this stuff I do believe you are suffering from a mental disorder.
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Guy, a mental disorder did not make that plane ticket.
8 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
(a plane ticket that was not in your name)
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That had my name on it.
7 Ben--Cousins 2016-10-06
Maybe not, but the stuff about the clickers is a massive mental illness red-flag. There is nothing wrong with checking up on your mental well-being, and if you've got a full bill of health- then you can be certain some shady shit is going on.
Edit: I've got to add in response to you saying "I'm not a mass shooter type", schizophrenia usually doesn't present in a 'mass shooter' way. Nor do a lot of other mental illness'. Sometimes people can appear to be completely asymptomatic.
0 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Well, they were real, or my wife and I have the same illness hearing the same clicks from the same locations.
Yes, I've already been given a full bill of health, as stated in the story text.
5 Ben--Cousins 2016-10-06
does she 'understand' the clickers to the same extent as you, or does she simply hear the clicks?
0 [deleted] 2016-10-06
She recognizes that they come in 2 yes, 1 no forms.
If this was nutty speak, I wouldn't post it. I guess it all reads nutty no matter what, but it happened, and there are still some strange things happening, but they have vastly slowed down.
If I was mentally ill, wouldn't the imagined stimuli still be at a consistent level, or had gotten even worse?
I may have a few things wrong, it's bound to happen, but the logical, intelligence-driven clicks are real... and a really stupid ass way of communicating with someone, imo. Mind control, I guess, but when it turned more into communication, it was terribly innificiant.
2 Ben--Cousins 2016-10-06
Fair enough, I'm not trying to talk down to you or anything. I just have a lot of family and friends who have dealt with, and are dealing with mental illness' and your story stuck a chord with me.
It really depends on what's going on, and before I go further this is my opinion, and I am in no way a medical professional.
The rate of occurrences of stimuli don't necessarily have to follow a logical order, nor need to stay consistent, it would depend on what is wrong in the first place.
This might be of interest to you, and again please understand I'm not trying to be rude, condescending or anything of the like. Just trying to help get to the bottom of this, and cover all possibilities.
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Yes, no problem on you, my bad for being defensive. I mean, it does sound wacky, and I'm sure I have some things wrong, but the people following me, the clickers and the hacked comps are an absolute, or I am truly insane and have lost complete touch with reality, but I still function as an adult, still pay bills, and soon will start working full time again, as I took a few months off.
What I don't understand is what arm of the government, as I must assume that it is an arm of the gov, and maybe another org, would do these things to me, and for what goal? All they managged to do was harm me profesdionally, temporarily, harm a few relationships, and waste my time, and a great deal of thiers. I am not seeing the profitable tradeoff for their resources spent.
2 Ben--Cousins 2016-10-06
Thats okay, you weren't being overly defensive, I just wanted to make sure I didn't come across as insincere. Like I said you could be for the most part asymptomatic, but I should stop trying to diagnose you. I think the best thing you can do for now (although you probably already have) is just discuss everything with your wife and ask her how she truly feels, and what she thinks should be done about this whole situation. I wish I could do more to help.. and I wish you all the best!
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Yeah, we've discussed it at length, many times.
She knows that one, possibly two, groups of people set out to control/hurt/ me using various methods, and attempted to kill me on three occasions.
I promise you this, there wasn't a 120mph car chase over nothing... and just so much more things that happened that I didn't even post in the story. It was bad, absurdly fucked up.
I'm going to delete this post, and this account now, as there are some things in the works, and I'd like to just move on with my life if we can calm things down.
I have a few meetings, and depending on those meetings, determines if things get bad again, or if we all can just move forward. If I die, I have things positioned where I will not go un'avenged', and I promise that I was/have been fairly clever about it all. If others die, I understand that I die, and have come to peace with that sometime ago.
It is very surprising just how crazy life can become, even when you try to stay out of the way/mind your own business. What a world!
-1 DatTF2 2016-10-06
This shit's definitely happening, and big time in California. I guess the term is "gangstalking," something I'd never heard of until this year.
It is/was happening to my friend. I sat him down and told him he might have schizophrenia. Now I guess they've decided I'm more of a target as this shits daily harassment.
I've always been of sound mind.. Until this year now almost everyone thinks I'm crazy or on drugs. There's a few observant ones that pay attention to little shit and they for the most part believe me. I have one friend that definitely believes me as he's been stalked walking home twice now. Oh shit ! I forgot he has footage that needs to be reviewed as he was stalking the stalkers.. Totally fucking forgot. Damn.
I'm taking the fight to them, in my case here in Cali it's government... Well major corporations, feds and government subcontractor.
5 cthulu1221 2016-10-06
Dude I'm sorry but I seriously don't understand most of what you just wrote, I think you might need some serious mental help?
I tried to read the whole thing, I'm from Edmond, OK so I was obviously interested. I'm sorry you had a bad experience here but I think it's actually a really nice place and people are pretty friendly for the most part. I've travelled to NYC and other northern areas and I was really surprised by how different people are there. I never thought it was weird to smile at strangers or hold the door open for someone and I got some very cold responses up there. Anyway, you kept mentioning that people seemed nervous around you a lot. Do you think it might be because you had a negative stereotype about Oklahoma before you even moved there and probably attributed that to its residents as well? You know like you were probably being an asshole and rude to people.
4 [deleted] 2016-10-06
This has little to do with Oklahoma and stereotypes, and a lot to do with a nefarious group of people who were bent on hurting me.
The story is not complete. I promised some people some text by a certain hour, but need a break before writing the rest of the story up to this point.
2 RecklessRatRedditor 2016-10-06
May the souls of anyone who would do you or your family intentional harm be sent to the fiery abyss to incenerate forever in torment by the creator they betrayed. ;)
2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Haha, thank you.
-1 RecklessRatRedditor 2016-10-06
FTFY
Wow, way to assume and attack at the same time. He was probably on edge and people sensed that and didn't want to set him off. I have my doubts that everyone was a part of his ordeal, but my guess is that definitely something was going on aside from him just being crazy.
-1 IGotKeysKeysKeys 2016-10-06
I don't think he's crazy but he's getting there if this continues he's going to go right over the edge. I am looking forward to the next post he has to get some sort of help. No help where people think he is delusional though. He needs to disconnect and fast/eat healthy for a bit. It will give him clear thought to devise a plan and to realize something for himself.
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Some 22 year old kid. I don't have his name at my desk. Maybe I'll post it later. The interaction was he was some douche, and the cops "just happened" to be driving behind him when he totaled my car...
The insurance called it a total loss and covered it all.
I needed asthma meds, thus the doc appointment. Yep, he rear ended me on my way to the doc apt.
The officers just went on driving. Interesting, isn't it?
Certainly have a big enough pair for dealing with all of this, the people don't just hang out in public. Two cars at a time.
I agree, it is like a "B" movie.
8 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
Don't do anything crazy man. I'm pretty sure everybody else on Reddit is with me when I say that there is nobody out to get you and that there is a reason you were given anti-psychotics when you went to the doctor....
You taking violent action in this situation will do nothing but harm what are 99.999% most certainly innocent people who have 0 interest in harming you.
It almost seems as if you WANT this to end badly...
1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Nah, I'm not doing anything. I'll just be here at my computer, or around town. I'm a thousand miles away from those three.
No, they were certainly out to get me. That's for sure.
7 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
Well...in your other posts, you have made it quite clear that you have "arranged" for these 3 people to be "taken care of," whatever that means.
You have also posted TONS of extremely specific information including names, addresses, etc. all over Reddit making this all extremely easy to trace directly back to yourself.
You understand the implications here, correct?
-2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
You should understand my lack of fucks. What's done, is done. "Those who observe.", know this, and we'll see how this plays out.
5 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
Alright then, buddy. Best of luck...
2 DatTF2 2016-10-06
The term I guess would be "gangstalking." I was never a conspiracy theorist but I guess I am now. This shit is fucked and in my case it's corporations, feds, institutions and government subcontractors. Something big is going down and I can only try to connect the dots with what I've already learned. It helps to try to keep tabs on govt programs, government contracts and local bullshit. It also helps to pay attention to everything. Everything, but don't get sucked in.
You need to fight. They started this BS, we have to end it. As far as killing you.. I don't know... Supposedly another in this town was going on about the same stuff I am, they called him crazy and put him on meds, the same meds he overdosed on.
So far they've tried to inflict mental damage, get me to crack. Don't buy it, don't fall apart. I almost cracked but I've had my victories.
Victories for me have been : getting a good friend to stalk them. Uncovering my shady neighbors real name and talking to someone who was/is trying to sue him (he was contacted by the secret service). Catching them launching a drone on video, setting things in motion which led to the destruction of said drone. Finding their password and kicking off the admin. Gaining access to the system folder and grabbing all I could. Using some files I grabbed to gain access to even more info, Macing one of the fuckers while he was trying to sneak into my house, drawing blood with booby traps twice (razors were smeared with cat shit) and in my opinion/experience connecting the dots a bit, trying to see the whole picture. I also surprised one of the fucks with a crossbow and we had a fun game of "hide n go chickenshit." I also might have an ace up my sleeve right now, depends on how I play it. They actually left me alone for a few days, but not today.
So fight. They probably weren't expecting me to be this much trouble, but hey, don't start a fight unless you plan on finishing it.
1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
I just wanted the clicking to stop. The rest has pretty much stopped here. Gl on your hunt!
1 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
WTF is hapenning in this sub? lol
0 DatTF2 2016-10-06
Haha. I feel you. Seems all too crazy and made up.
However I doubt I've gone psycho, at least not just yet. Shits weird man and now I'm open to believing others crazy far fetched stories.
Hey, at least now I have some excitement in my life.
1 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
You should probably ready this article
http://mobile.nytimes.com/2016/06/11/health/gang-stalking-targeted-individuals.html
I wish you the best of luck!
1 DatTF2 2016-10-06
Thanks.
Luckily I'm of sound enough mind to not hear voices or talk to clicks. Really I try not to let it get to me. I give the stalkers I see numerous times nicknames and even wave to them in public.
Right now the gang is "Toddy", Bikebud and the bikebros, Joggybitch, laughyman, bugfucker/shitfingers and their loyal raccoon companion Pierre.
Their real goal is they're really a very old powerful group of people in power who obsess over dick pics. They pick an individual with a dick they like and stop at nothing to amass a few TB hard drive full of super high resolution dick (and some ass) pics. These pictures are going to power the next Global world leader : A very powerful AI based on the thought patterns of dicks around the world.....
I'm joking. See I can make light of being under surveillance. Really though when it first started I thought it was just law enforcement doing a sting as I might've had more marijuana growing than allowed. I'd been busted before for selling weed and assumed this was some "neighborhood clean up."
My friend was gangstalked before I was. He was sure it was satanists and then he thought I was with them and that tried to kill him. I've seen that first hand and don't want to go anywhere near that mindset. Everyone in town definitely calls him crazy and it's sad it's effected him like that and that quickly.
There's definitely something going on and I'm just going to hang on for the ride, be observant and collect what evidence I can to expose this madness.
1 Mrexreturns 2016-10-06
Did you run around and criticize the government, illuminati or zionists on a regular basis and they already knew about it, and you were not the regular type that just visits conspiracy sites and posts comments in them, but actually did something like criticizing some major secret society (Skull & bones, B'nai B'rith etc.) openly and in the public (Internet counts too)?
If you really did go around criticizing S&B or B'nai B'rith or any other secret society (Especially obscure ones that the public rarely know) openly and don't know who you are talking to (So watch out for businessman, doctors, teachers etc.) and/or don't do the correct procedures to be cyber-safe, it won't be surprising if this happened to you.
By the way anyone who actually owns a conspiracy site or researches conspiracies are under the risk of being data-gathered and purged in the future, but criticizing or researching some stuff (Mind Control, Secret Societies etc.) will garner more risk than some others like the presidential election frauds or color revolutions.
2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Thank you for the comment.
I do not follow conspiracy sites, other than the off-chance of watching a video about UFOs in a joking "B" movie sort of way.
I don't give a fuck about secret societies or w/e. That's their business.
I don't know who you are talking about S&B and stuff, sorry.
No, I think that I'm a fairly innocent guy, maybe some parties, maybe some speeding in a car, but nothing too bad, and, well... I just don't know.
I'm taking a break before writing up the Montana section, but I'll work on it here in a few hours.
0 Mrexreturns 2016-10-06
S&B is "skull and bones" and is the secret society that George bush was in. People had been assassinated or fired and unable to get any form of employment after they talked about it in the television.
I hope you are not a paranoid maniac, but it seems like a situation that can only happen when you or someone else you known was trying to expose or research them (Or any other conspiracy that can end up in assassination/unemployment/persecution upon researching or criticizing).
Could it be someone you knew closely was trying to:
And they did not let you know or did not perform the correct cybersafe procedures before they do so?
You said that it isn't you, so i think that it was related to someone you know.
If really and i mean really nobody is into these type of stuff (you could not be aware of it), you could had been subject to mind control or you need mental help.
0 [deleted] 2016-10-06
I have no idea, but I pissed off the wrong people, or so it seems?, and they thought I'd be the average person and cower away, and how wrong they were.
Ugly times. It'd be nice if we could just be cool, but, nope.
Nah, the mind control kind of thing was real. I just don't understand the who and the why, but it doesn't matter now.
1 Mrexreturns 2016-10-06
Also, i heard you coming into contact with Israeli companies and your jewish contacts deleted, indicating somebody you know was trying to research jewish secret societies or expose them.
And be noted that the suspect i say was NOT simply trying to criticize Israel or the Jews, those are censored by Jewish lobbies like anti-defamation league which had their personnel in sites like facebook or wikipedia.
The suspect should had been actively tried to in-depth research and expose the crimes of those secret societies or criticize them in the public. And they could had been done so openly and publicly (Which includes the internet).
-1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Eh, they paid me to do some IT stuff, and I did it. I don't think it was anything illegal, maybe it was, doubt it though.
0 Mrexreturns 2016-10-06
It could be somebody you know was into these type of stuff and did not run the correct cybersafe procedures.
This does not seem to be the thing they will do against a person if he simply regulated sites like this reddit or infowars and sometimes stopping by and make some comments.
(What they are doing against this is waiting for the big day and send all of the internet records to "peacekeepers" and use them to purge suspects).
In order for them to do this, the person must had been involved in a taboo subject in a regular basis like the 3 i listed above.
2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
I don't know. I just managed IT stuff, and I don't think anyone was doing anything illegal, and I certainly wasn't in on it.
It doesn't matter now. I'll write the rest soon, kinda tired here. :P
1 RecklessRatRedditor 2016-10-06
Duuuude, I think I know what it feels like to be in your position. Not with nearly the level of connections like you hacve illucidated, but still, some well-known names cropped up in my experience. And I have this strange theory that it has to do with the nature of the cosmos as well... Um, how do I address your incredibly interesting, forthright and brave accounting? Thanks would be first. To those experiencing something similar, even if they are delusional (I don't think you are being delusional like u/cthulu1221 is suggesting. In fact, I am suspect of this user from a previous post... Gotta give em cred for trippin' and stuff, seems edgy, but to highlight the 'hating Oklahoma' aspect of your story as a falsification or exaggeration is a bit weird. We all know that generally normal people are normal... I will say that outsiders in OK are not smiled at.), your post gives a ray of hope that they are not alone, because this ordeal that you were subjected to is very isolating and I am just happy you had a strong wife to go through it with.
I am gonna keep adding to this because I have a bit to say and qusstions to relate to see what experiences are similar. Definitely the Airforce and church are similar themes, and while I never experienced the clicking to my awareness, it is easy to see how a technique like this could work. I definitely felt like I was receiving suggestions, and had to perform a but of mental jiu-jitsu to keep my free will intact. Definitely all mainstream doctors are gonna seem like, or are part of the system, whether they are aware or not. Essentially, you have been targeted as someone with a strong will and drive for true patriotic action, and they desire to break your will down lest you influence the public in ways that might pick up momentum. Even little sparks are dangerous to this pile of dried up corpses running our government.
I guess my first question would be, do you feel like you were possibly grromed at any point, do you think it is possible there was a plan in the case you had acted upon your subliminal cues properly? ( I am assuming thats why nothing hapoened at the airport) The T-Gel shit is terrifying btw. I hope your helth is alright. You need to do a lot to destress! Shit I know how stressful it can be. Took me months to feel somewhat normal again.
Finally, I hope you find balance and good fortune in your life again. Stay strong in your beliefs, relax, and try to enjoy your life. I wish I knew how to stop these people from this assinine behavior.
3 [deleted] 2016-10-06
I was groomed by the clicking devices, there is no doubt. I feel shame about it, but I'm also a human... so... I don't understand the second part of your question.
My health is fine now, but they did attempt to kill me via the gel.
I will write the rest of this, as I was tortured in Montana as well.
I wish the best for you guys, and wish life could be happy and peaceful. I would rather grow and build, than to tear down.
2 RecklessRatRedditor 2016-10-06
About the grooming, I guess, I am just wondering if you thought they might've seen your test scores, been watching you for some time... Hired you for IT stuff etc. And stop talking that you are gonna get killed... i mean maybe, but if you lose hope, then it implicates you, makes you look delusional. Just do what you gotta do, be done with it, and move on. These people have so many irons in the fire, they would probably just prefer to leave you alone now and make you look like a nut job. Such a chess game.
1 cthulu1221 2016-10-06
And you're suspect of me because why exactly?
0 RecklessRatRedditor 2016-10-06
Well, mostly because youre on a conspiracy sub, go to a page of someone who is clearly paranoid, tell them they are wrong, and probably rude. Highly suspect behavior... Prolly youre alright. Who knows...
1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
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0 [deleted] 2016-10-06
bad people doing bad things and not sure why
1 NiggalopiansToSaturn 2016-10-06
Hey man, thanks for posting this. I'm gonna dig in to it now.
1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
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2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Yeah, something like that, but why bother spending the time and money on me? ... and for what? Here I am in a nice house, money to spend, but now more capable than ever and with a list of names of people who wronged me, however incomplete. What was their point? What was the goal?
2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
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1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Yeah, I don't know about that stuff. I'm using "CIA" as a stand in for some sort of group, and because the doc mentioned them, which means nothing from him.
What's psyops about?
2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
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1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
That's intense. If it were that, why, and just generally speaking, why would a group dedicate the resources to me? Target practice of sorts? I'm no military threat, lol.
1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
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1 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
http://mobile.nytimes.com/2016/06/11/health/gang-stalking-targeted-individuals.html
0 El_O_El 2016-10-06
Crap, I believe you. I believe you a hundred percent. Stay Strong, you can make it out....others have.
7 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
Please stop indulging in this man's paranoid fantasies. Unless he is (as some have suggested) just taking the piss and using this as fuel to write some sort of shitty conspiracy movie, it seems that there are real life consequences at hand for real life people.
Clearly u/lovinglifemoo has no desire to seek mental help of any sort as he is completely convinced that this is all real which is really, really sad.
Please u/lovinglifemoo - try to step back, take a deep breath, and maybe lay off of the recreational drugs for a while.
But it seems you may have sealed your own fate already...Who knows.
-4 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Eh, paranoid fantasies wouldn't have guided me through the back roads of North and south dekota.
3 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
You're right....it must have been the "clicking machines" installed by the CIA in your rental car that were communicating with you guiding you through those back roads.
Dude. I'm not trying to be a dick...but this entire thing is off the charts insane and I would guess that it has to do with serious mental issues + prescription drugs + recreational drugs. That's a BRUTAL fucking combo right there man.
I'm not going to go through your original post and pick apart every piece I view to be paranoid/schizo but you legit blamed downloading a torrent, surfing the Internet to certain sites, deciding to leave your wife to go to the airport for no reason, using an elevator that was "out of order," taking somebody's boarding pass that wasn't even yours...and MANY other things on a "yes" or "no" system of "clicks" that you hear that you literally came up with at your own accord. Think to yourself...how do you know what 1 click or 2 clicks means? Who told you that? Or...how did you imagine that?
I have no reason to be responding to a random stranger on the internet about such crazy ridiculous things other than for the reason that I am legit concerned for your own safety and wellbeing. It is tough to see somebody going through such episodes. Please...PLEASE seek some professional help.
-2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Yes, something like that seems to be the case, regarding the clickers.
As far as your drug statements, you are making a lot of assumptions. I never said any of that...
2 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
The matter-of-factness in which you're replying makes it sound like you're trolling.
Well, in my opinion, it is very obvious that you are dealing with some mental issues...you also have admitted to being on Adderall, Prozac, and then were also prescribed antipsych medication by the Dr. you went to...you use recreational drugs (one of your first posts on reddit is about how DRUGS ARE SO AWESOME!!!) so, yea.....I'm not "assuming" anything.
-2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
I'm just a cocky fuck.
Eh, the doc said that I don't other than some adhd.
Other doc gave me antipsych after I told him about the clickers. :p
Yeah, drugs can be pretty fun.
0 TheCuttySnark 2016-10-06
Soooo...as someone who has a personal connection with a youth coordinator at Life.Church (not Edmond) I can tell you that you are completely delusional on that front. As far as the other stuff I genuinely hope that you are making this up as a prank as this will definitely be reported to the local authorities and law enforcement because at worst you are a danger to yourself, your wife, and the people that you believe have wronged you and at best you will go to jail for making this up.
1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Come at me, bro.
Say hi to your insane cult leader for me. May he rot.
5 TheCuttySnark 2016-10-06
Dude, there isn't an elaborate plot for society to come and get you. Society is indifferent. You are either fucking with us or are suffering from delusions of grandeur.
1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Maybe I am just fucking around.
Maybe I made all of this up as an elaborate ruse to get someone to buy the movie rights.
Still waiting, bro.
4 TheCuttySnark 2016-10-06
If you did make it up trust me, no one would pay for your incoherent drug addled drivel.
1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Bro, still waiting.
3 TheCuttySnark 2016-10-06
Still waiting on what, troll/drug addled moron/paranoid schizophrenic?
1 [deleted] 2016-10-06
Have fun living in that shit hole, Oklahoma. ;-)
-2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
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12 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
Dude. Please do NOT encourage OP to go buy a firearm. He clearly has a severe mental health problem (seems like classic paranoid schizophrenia) and will only be a danger to himself and those around him if he owns a gun.
OP, I know it may be hard to wrap your head around...but nobody is out to get you. The mind is a very powerful and at times frightening thing but you need to realize that all of these connections and strange "out of place" things that you've been noticing are literally just your own imagination linking completely unrelated insignificant events together in a paranoid fashion.
Please seek mental help if you care about your well being or the well being of those around you!
0 [deleted] 2016-10-06
How did the cab driver and the other woman know details about my life?
It's easy to explain away uncomfortable truths by tossing "mental illness" at it.
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0 [deleted] 2016-10-06
I did, never got an answer, or a hint. I think I may have been an easy practice target, as lame of an answer as that is.
3 GoldenTruth 2016-10-06
Details? They asked you very vague questions about your life/wife that would apply to most adults (?).
Do you wear a wedding ring?
People in the world sometimes strike up smalltalk conversation to pass the time, particularly when they feel a bit awkward or are trying to pass the time.
0 [deleted] 2016-10-06
No, specific things like how her job hunt was going. At the time no wedding ring.
I'm telling you they knew things and were trying to be 2spooky5me by trying to be creepy by saying those things.
2 whyd_you_kill_doakes 2016-10-06
If OP is truly on a test medication, it's really not advisable to just stop. Idk which med he's on but some need to be taken for the rest of your life because they pretty much eliminate natural testosterone production from your body.
2 [deleted] 2016-10-06
I don't know. I just managed IT stuff, and I don't think anyone was doing anything illegal, and I certainly wasn't in on it.
It doesn't matter now. I'll write the rest soon, kinda tired here. :P
0 DatTF2 2016-10-06
Haha. I feel you. Seems all too crazy and made up.
However I doubt I've gone psycho, at least not just yet. Shits weird man and now I'm open to believing others crazy far fetched stories.
Hey, at least now I have some excitement in my life.