Prayers for you. Find peace in the saving faith of Jesus Christ.

Sadly, I'm on the other side of things. But I'm guessing I'll either drown or get shot.

You can't swim with full body armor, like the rest of us?

"Sadly, I'm on the other side of things."

This is always a choice.

I'm afraid I don't get a choice. History repeats itself over and over. I cannot be redeemed.

Someone lied to you. You should consider that good news.

I don't trust anyone. I don't know where the lie started, therefore until I find it I have to assume everyone is the same person.

You're trusting whatever source told you that you can't be saved.

Sadly, I can't remember that source anymore.

So why trust it?

Because I trust everyone.

You said you trusted no one. ;u)

It's a double edged sword. I want to trust everyone but at the same time I don't because I know what I am and what others are capable of.

That's a very circular way to avoid a better future because we're back to 'it's a choice'..always is.

It's not always a choice. You can see this in how the world is run. Hierarchy basically wins and we get minor satisfactions. I dunno

We are all redeemable through Christ and Christ alone. That includes you. When you think otherwise that is the Devil lying to you.

Redemption is available to all of us. When you think that you are unredeemable it's just Satan lying to you.

Yeah, I tried sending Lucifer to heaven by forgiving him. I probably screwed my chances.

It doesn't work that way. God's Grace is beyond our comprehension. It doesn't matter what you did. You just have to admit you are a sinner, Ask for forgiveness and pursue God. Seek and ye shall find. God loves you and doesn't care what you think you did.

Well I thought it was the way to help him see we aren't terrible. One night I tried thinking something not sure if I was trying to get him in heaven but I felt a light leave me and it went towards the sky... It was strange.

Why would God be mad about that? Paul nearly wiped Christianity from the face of the Earth and God forgave him and made him the rock which the church was built upon.

I get this huge feeling of De ja vu... Like I keep repeating this every so many thousand years, but at the same time it feels like it's only been a few days.

The only source of truth is God. Faith is the only way we know what is true and what isn't. I highly recommend you start studying the Bible.

I would but I can't read the Bible or anything. It gives me a headache. Too much power in it. I don't know it drains my life force or something. Not just the Bible, but most stuff on Twitter and Reddit basically drives me insane. It's probably riddled with bad shit. Who knows though, tonight has been amazing, maybe I'll try again.

You should. Try Romans. And you should also talk to a preacher. I would recommend finding a Pentecostal Church. They tend to be more "Spirit Minded" and talk a lot about "Spirtual Warfare".

That scares me. I'm afraid to go to churches. Last one I tried going to I told them I think I'm possessed and he said go see a doctor.

I am sorry to hear that Buddy. I think you will have better luck with the Pentecostals. That is what I am. Most preachers will tell you see a Doctor but a lot of the Pentecostals will also help "Guide you through this from a Spiritual Angle". They take Posession seriously. In fact I seen it when I was in Madagascar before. Here you go bud. God put this verse on my heart to share with you. https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.biblegateway.com/passage/%3fsearch=Romans+8%253A38-39&version=NIV&interface=amp

I'm scared it sent me to a redirect..

Oh that was my fault! I copied the Google link with it. Just go to the redirect or I can copy it for you directly. Here you go Bud "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[a] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Thank you. It will be difficult breaking free, but maybe I'll see Jesus again.

Im sure you will Buddy. I'm going to bed now but it was really Great talking to you. I will pray for you tonight. And you can pray for me. OK?

hahahahaha

This is the guy I was arguing with. Okay... I get it now.

Started a long time ago buddy hate to break it to you.

Disclaimer: I'm schizophrenic

Hey, well at least you admit it.

And WW3, for the record, has been going on since 9/11/01.

The powers that be in the U.S., Israel, and Saudi Arabia made sure to false flag it into existence.

And WW3, for the record, has been going on since 9/11/01.

Is it possible that WW3 began when the U.S. first invaded Iraq under Daddy Bush Senior? Millions of people died; including 500,000 children. People only think WW3 is happening when it directly affects them. This new "race war" that is being pushed upon Americans could be a part of WW3.

Quite possible. However, things didn't really ramp up until they knocked down the towers. That definitely took things to another level.

I don't know but when your ex's pillow talk is about how she wishes the population was reduced by so and so percent. Yeah it's going to be catastrophic.

I guess that depends on who your ex is. A regular person off the street? Likely don't have to worry that much. If you've been sucking Dick Chaney, however...

Sadly, I'm a male. thanks though. Maybe in a another​ life

Hey, bro. I ain't judgin'. Orange is the new black, after all.

(whatever tf that means)

Who knows... Lol I don't even know if I'm suppose to be saying any of this stuff. I might end up a suicide or in jail.

I really don't think anyone will come after you for anything you've said in this thread thus far. I don't think you have anything to worry about. Seriously.

Just curious. By your definition, World War III does not necessarily involve mutual exchange of Thermonuclear Missiles (ie Nuclear War). So what then should use as a common reference to actual life ending Nuclear War, if not "World War III"?

By your definition, World War III does not necessarily involve mutual exchange of Thermonuclear Missiles (ie Nuclear War).

Correct. It involves a pretty sizable portion of the planet battling against one another - covertly or overtly. I'm not sure it can be said that that isn't taking place at this point.

So what then should we use as a common reference to actual life ending Nuclear War, if not "World War III"?

I'd personally just call it "Nuclear War", but that's just me. Perhaps someone else has a better suggestion or idea.

I'm pretty sure that's not ww3. I mean nukes are gonna fly soon. Pray for whoever gets hit first... Most likely Russia or China.

Well, what do you think this. And if you're sphizophrenic why should we trust you?

I don't expect you to trust me. I barely trust myself. Everyone in my life had told me I'm crazy. I'm pretty sure the devil has primed me for something I won't be able to stop. From having dreams of red eyes watching over me to hanging in some sort of Parliament or meetings with Adolf Hitler sitting near me and Napoleon Bonaparte out front giving a speech. Not to mention my friends and family speaking about Illuminati and others being in the free Masons. I assume my life had be pre written. I just hope I'm wrong about all that stuff, but even if those are all delusions... Forget it... Incoming shills.

I mean all the shills will attack but I do feel something is coming...

There is something really off about hurricane Harvey too...

Have you heard about hurricane Irma? That might hit us

No tell me more?

Well it's in the Atlantic right now but easily could be coming up the East coast.

What do you see coming? How do you think it will go? Do you have any details?

I can't see clearly. It might be aliens. It might be demons and angels. It could just not happen, but I can't be certain of anything. I don't know if I've been lead a stray or if I'm being protected... I've had dreams of being possessed by Lucifer. I thought I was him, I thought I was Jesus. Michael. It seems angelic if I haven't been mk ultraed

I honestly think when I say I'm this guy or that guy is probably more on the lines of them using me as a conduit or medium. It's so hard. So fucking hard. I really just like listen a lot and I become a little bit of everyone who talks to me. Like I have no existence on my own. Think about when the dalek gets contaminated by Rose... Yeah that's so but I relate to Daleks lol.

I love how you just used "MK Ultra" as a verb. But seriously, I don't think there will be much ambiguity about whether or not we are in a true "world war" the scale of the previous two. If it happens, you will know it (by the trail of dead?).

The only thing I'm thinking about is 9/23/17. When the sign of Revelation 12 is in the sky.

Wellness day at Walmart. I hope I'm wrong but who knows.

I'm waiting to be swallowed by the ocean.

Why not move to the mountains then? Do you hear voices? What do they say?

No reason to worry about it bud. It's not gonna happen. But if it does, we all are going to die together. Which kind of makes it more fun.

I have no choice in the matter. I've done this many times before. I just can't stop. It always happens over and over.

How will it start

Not sure if I'll even be around before it hits. If Irma hits New England. I'm going to take the ten minute challenge. I'm tired of being right in my head but wrong in everyway out in the real world.

Meditation

Heh, I don't want good thoughts anymore. I want my life back. But I guess that's a good thought.

Shroomite, I hope you find a way to a life of harmony and peace.

Thank you. I just hope I get to see my son before my end.

I know of nothing more powerful than looking into the face of a child for kindling a desire to live, I hope you get to do that.

Yeah. My son means everything to me. He's the innocence I hope to preserve in this world.

I'm going to bed and my phone had to charge.. thanks for listening. This had been the best night I've had in a long time and 100 times better than so visits to the mental house combined.