Extra life conspiracy
4 2017-12-25 by suicidalcoward
I have this conspiracy that I created in my mind that l can't stop thinking about. I feel like people are the happiest and most creative when they're around the ages of 15-17 then everything goes to shit after that peak. me for example: I was always fat, unhappy and a total waste of life, until I hit about 15 I became so motivated and full of life force; I skateboarded , I made pretty good art, was more outgoing, had lots of awesome friends and just had this sence eternal bliss inside me. Life wasn't perfect but I feel like I had more life force\brain power, anyway when I hit about 17 I pretty much died and went back to being a fat unhappy total waste of life. Idk what came over me? It feels almost supernatural haha, idk if this happens to everyone but I've never lived,felt or enjoyed anything ever again. I'm curious to know if this has happened to anyone else? Or if I'm just out of my mind...
35 comments
14 fragmentedmind83 2017-12-25
Depression is a bitch.
4 suicidalcoward 2017-12-25
Yeah I think I'm just in denial..
7 fragmentedmind83 2017-12-25
Do seek help if you think you have it though. Its better then waiting for something to happen.
4 TheRadChad 2017-12-25
How active are you and how much do you know about proper diet?
4 accountingisboring 2017-12-25
Very important details to achieving overall happiness.
2 TheRadChad 2017-12-25
yep, also self-achievement from making things yourself, like food and chores. Don't buy out and have a maid clean after you. Learn how to save and see you account go up instead of in debt.
2 accountingisboring 2017-12-25
Doing is so important to wellbeing. It brings great internal satisfaction when achieving goals, tasks and creating. I wish more people understood how important it is to building a healthy view of oneself. And also saves money, win-win!
2 TheRadChad 2017-12-25
I know, depression comes from the opposite! Wish schools would jam this into kids heads before they grow too old. Unless you're well raised, you probly have no idea what we mean, and it's not your fault. Were all born in different families, but now that we know we help others!
Merry Christmas buddy, I wish you good health!
2 accountingisboring 2017-12-25
So true. Being raised to understand these basic principles is worth all the money in the world, IMO. I was fortunate to spend a large amount of time with my grandparents that lived through the Depression. I learned all about doing and making do with what I had to work with.
Merry Christmas to you as well! May we both prosper with health & happiness in the years to come!
13 no1113 2017-12-25
lol. That's definitely a theory only created in you own mind and that's it. 15-17 was amongst the most shit time in my life. To be sure, it's all been shit, but that time was particularly shit.
What you explained are just all personal experiences in your mind. They're valid - sure - but they don't necessarily apply to everyone. At all.
8 Pelaminoskep 2017-12-25
I predict it'll happen to you again when you're about 22 years old.
Or maybe you're already older and I'm dead wrong.
3 suicidalcoward 2017-12-25
Nope I'm 19.. But that's good to know tnx
9 no1113 2017-12-25
Ah. Okay. That explains a lot.
Give it time, man. It'll get both better and worse - at least it has for me.
3 Vigte 2017-12-25
And again between 30-33
2 accountingisboring 2017-12-25
And again after 40.
7 polkadotgirl 2017-12-25
It is called growing up and realizing everything everybody told you about life is mostly a lie!
It can lead to apathy but you can fight it if you really want
5 accountingisboring 2017-12-25
Merry Christmas, PDG!
3 polkadotgirl 2017-12-25
Thanks you too!!!
4 brakefailure 2017-12-25
Because naturally we are programmed to get married and start having kids by like 15-16, the fact we arnt is messing us up and we as a society don't know how to process it yet, especially in regards to deriving meaning. Crappy marriages come from young marriages often though so it's all a mess
3 accountingisboring 2017-12-25
Growing up takes you on a roller coaster of emotions, ups, downs and everything in between. Chin up, it gets better again, I promise. 20’s are a blast, 30’s were interesting and 40’s are great so far.
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1 TheRadChad 2017-12-25
lmao still lost. Merry Christmas buddy
2 -STpablo- 2017-12-25
Same but I was only happy 18-21 now it's all to shit again.
2 swordofdamocles42 2017-12-25
please consider researching raw veganism. i'm now 44 and in the best place in my life. better than when i as in my prime. you need to have good health or nothing else will go right in ur life.
peace be with you. :D
2 crestind 2017-12-25
Probably hormones as a result of growth. When you're younger everything feels awesome and in the moment. As you actually hit the aging phase, late 20s, things will change and hormones level out.
This would be my guess.
1 joe_jaywalker 2017-12-25
When you're 15-17 you don't know anything.
Heck, when you're 21 you don't know anything.
Enjoy the accrual of knowledge and wisdom that comes with aging.
1 Wubzwubz 2017-12-25
Uh.... I think you need a bigger sample size homie
1 IAMAExpertInBirdLaw 2017-12-25
Yes. You as the only source of data totally makes this a quality topic
1 Brendancs0 2017-12-25
Don’t believe that hype life always has more to offer! It’s really hard but don’t believe the hype
1 yokothespacewhale 2017-12-25
Wow op... I'm legitimately sad for you. Please seek help.