You'll be back. You can't just shut off your skepticism or critical thoughts. Unless heroine.

There’s no going back. I️ was out for awhile. But I’ve come back. I️ will say this sub now feels like /r/politicalconsiracy...

I’d like to see more aliens, spiritual, supernatural things in here but then again all conspiracies lead back to our corrupt government.

What’s most daunting is never getting any real answers, that’s what takes the toll on us seekers of truth. No answers, always more questions.

You have to just enjoy the ride.

Yes, politics have overrun every facet of our lives. It's like... There is a war going on right in our face. A war.

No answers, always more questions.

This is hands down the most frustrating part of being 'awake', there is so much disinfo out there, and it is so hard to verify what is true and disprove what is false. I have come to believe that I might never find the 'truth', but the best that I can do is identify where we definitely don't know what the real story is.

/r/highstrangness is where it's at.

Dip out of the sub for a bit. Visit some places like /r/C_S_T, /r/energy_work, /r/holofractal, /r/alternativehistory, and a few others along the same lines. /r/psychonaut is good as well. Just take some time to think, reprioritize your life, forms of entertainment and how you spend your time and money, and dig in a bit.

Just for the record there is a stunning majority of people shutting off their scepticism with alcohol not heroin.

What's the secret? Been trying that for 20 years with no success.

Hey my man you got that heroin connect?

That's sexist.

Take a break, this is too much every once in a while. Regroup, get your head straight, and get right.

Best advice here. I regularly take breaks from even lurking on reddit. Ive nuked all my social media. If i watch tv its usually content i can just turn my brain off with. Constantly thinking about this shit is not the most healthy thing for ME. I'm a information sponge. My dog is my best friend in the world - he also helps me escape.

holy shit dude, well said I often feel the same way, I want to know, but I cant change anything, and sometimes I find myself just thinking about the shit thats been dug up while I see others with their head in the sand actually enjoying life as it is oblivious to everything around them. And even if good does prevail, nobody is going to jail....Obama, HRC, Soros...their pockets are so deep that shit will stay covered till long after they are dead and gone. Its an uphill battle and its a struggle to keep going sometimes knowing that you cant do anything about it, you just feel deflated. I often take breaks from reading anything about it, but I always find myself coming back and the process starts all over. good luck to you

Information chose you not the other way around, I promise you 90%. Of people on here came across by what society likes to call "accident". Accept that you will never know everything, and the things you do know will be important infinitely to you within the next coming days, months, years etc.

Social media is not real life and all the negativity is bound to take its toll on users who do not realize they are being manipulated every time they visit www.com whatever The constant bombardment of idiocy you subject yourself to every time you visit this sub cannot be healthy , constant negativity , bitching , moaning , unrealistic solutions to decades old problems , trolls, shills , edge lords, ads , ads and more ads , buy this buy that , can’t be healthy for anyone. Good luck out there and be sure to take the time to consider what you actually believe , instead of the pre selected beliefs laid out before you on the internet ( this sub ) .

Understandable. Nobody faults you for this. It’s exhausting trying to keep up with the awful things hiding in the world. And maybe it’s not enough to just talk about, but it’s something.

I don’t just come here to keep up to date with the latest horrible news, I mostly come here to remind myself that I’m not alone in feeling that there is something very wrong with the way the world operates.

Honestly, knowing that all you guys are here peeling back corners and trying to make sense of the world, it keeps me from being crushed under it all. Ignorance is bliss, but I believe there is more hope in the pursuit of truth. Like the others are saying, take your time and I hope you can find some sense of peace.

I feel OP's frustration. Where can a person live in peace? Where can I raise my family in a home country that is not engaged in war? Where can I live where I can afford health care? Why does the country I live in treat people who came here illegally better than natural born or legal citizens? Why do corporations appear to have rights that supercede the individual? I am so very sad for our future. I feel helpless.

We all feel helpless at times. It’s hard out there and, yes, it’s getting harder. Our leaders, the people who are supposed to protect and look out for us, the people who should be guiding us towards a better future are the one’s most responsible for plunging us down this dark and dismal abyss that ever prods us to viciously tear and claw each other over scraps and berate those unfit, unable or unwilling to comply.

Yeah. It’s bad. Our children are depressed and violently lashing out at this world we’re presenting them. What do they have to look forward to but more pushing and shoving in order to get to the front of a line that just may deem them lucky enough to live a life of servitude, probably for one of the very same corporations that feeds and encourages the despotic conditions we now find ourselves in.

Yeah, it sucks. It’s disgusting that this is our world. We are ruled over by literal criminals who only care about what’s in it for them right now. As if all the wonders of the world belong to them alone by right.

It’s seriously hard not to be completely torn down by the weight of it all. And I have been. Yeah, I’ve definitely been there. And I know it’s not worth it.

I don’t know how to change the world. All I really know is myself. And maybe the best I can do is make myself as good in this world as I can be. And I’m not talking about eating right and working out and studying to get a great job, I’m talking about finding something, anything, to feel right and good about in those world. It might start small, maybe just a song or a book or the way the breeze feels on your face but eventually it can grow to include everything, even the other people out there struggling just to make it through another day.

It’s a form of hope, believing in something more than this darkness and corruption and disease. And it can go a long way in making things better even in just a small way. You may eventually notice the people you interact with smiling more and opening up. Even strangers might start talking to you as if you’re friends. And it may feel completely natural, so long as you believe it is.

It’s just as the old wise man once said, “be the change you wish to see in the world.” I used to think that meant I had a responsibility to go out there and protest in front of the White House or to study law in order to pass legislation to help make the world more peaceful, but now I see it is even more personal. To me, it means I need to be that person living in that world in which I dream of living. I need to see the world as I wish it to be and be a citizen of such a place.

I think it is a world view that we all deep down share on some hidden level. A dream that isn’t about how much money or stuff we have, but how content we feel with each breath we draw in. I think that by living this way, and by being seen as such outside in this dark world we can make a change for the better. We show the world another way. It’s not much. It’s minuscule in the face of these problems. But it’s what I got. And it beats feeling crushed and helpless. Even the journey of ten thousand miles begins with a single step.

I hope this helps. I also understand if it doesn’t. I wouldn’t believe myself now either back when was at my darkest. Please. Just don’t give up, because it isn’t over and you are not alone. We truly are all around you and we all want the same very basic things that you want. And there really are many, many more of us than there are of them. They are small in the face of what they are trying to prevent from happening.

Its true that this sub can get very depressing because its clear how the state fucks us everyday, yet people are too busy being obsessed with money and their ego. We need to all wake the fuck up before we become completely powerless. If everyone got off their ass and went out to protest, we would see significant changes. Honestly I'm tired of seeing people not give a shit, yet I think there's still a slight glimmer of hope in there somewhere.

I get it. I really do. Good luck to you, and to us all.

Knowing how messed up the world is more about you and the choices you make.
In jujitsu, they say if you are using your strength instead of leverage, you're doing it wrong.
The leverage you have is inside you. Fighting the good fight isn't always about leverage, sometimes it takes being strong, too.
The time to use strength only comes from more and more people having the leverage of knowledge and understanding, and persevering through hard times.
Good luck, hope you come back after you've gotten things straighten out for yourself.

Can you really be unredpilled?

It’s such a paradigm shift when you realize what is really happening in plain sight. You’ll be going about your day and things will just ping off your red pilled sensor, whether you are looking for it or not. You cannot unsee, unknow things (except by lobotomy, maybe.)

But it’s true, feeling without control is harmful. So we must take time to be thankful, to make deliberate and meaningful choices that bring us joy, and to show those we love how much they mean to us. Being happy and successful is the best ‘revenge’ against our ruthless destroyers.

can you put toothpaste back in the tube?

If you can manage to pull this off buddy, let me know how you did it because I need some of that!

Place emptied tube straight down into a cup full of toothpaste, put cup in evacuation chamber and pump out the air which expands the tube and will pull the toothpaste back inside.

This shit is exhausting, I agree. It's hard to stay informed and keep asking questions while maintaining your own sanity.

Another one fizzes and pops yet takes the time to announce their special feelings.

I have nothing against you internet friend but your feelings are irrelevant.

Perhaps rather than post this narcissistic defeatist declaration you could have posted a story or article that would make the place something closer to what you desire.

Periodically stepping away from the theatrical drama that takes place daily is necessary to maintain balance. If you’ve not been having fun in your life because of this stuff, it’s definitely time to step away for a while.

If you’ve not looked into the esoteric topics, there might be something of interest for you when/if you’re nudged to get back into the fray. Those topics have a different vibe and eventually connect to the theatre we see play out daily. The current round table post already has some interesting links/ideas being shared, so maybe save the post in the event you want to take a look whenever.

Just do what’s best for you and know you’re making the right decision. Now go out and find your fun again.

My vote won't change anything.

Yes it will, locally. Get engaged in your town and you'll see actual shit get done. It's truly liberating acting locally.

i totally watched funny puppy videos with my sisters last night. we burned a fattie and laughed our asses off. it was the best.

Sometimes you just want to enjoy a juicy steak.

Meditate and walk in love. It's all in your perspective, as much as you don't want to hear that. I spent many years resentful and angry, until I realized the above.

It is understandable. But know that you aren't helpless. There is alot you can do to help the world. Simply helping yourself, being kind and compassionate to others, being aware of what you consume and who you support with your money, as well as, if you feel inclined to do so, spreading awareness about the issues you now know to be different than what you thought was true - all those things help. Simply by helping yourself, making your life more conscius, your choices wiser, your demeanor more compassionate - you can become a become of hope and light for the world.

But if you are ready to hear it, know this - the deepest conspiracy is the conspiracy that you are a helpless being that cannot be free.

This is not the case. You are powerful beyond measure and your natural state is one of freedom.

If I go even deeper, I think the deepest conspiracy is spiritual in its nature. Not religious, as religion is a perversion of the true spiritual nature and freedom you can find by engaging in honest introspective and meditative practices. But spiritual. Spiritual im the sense that you are spirit and thus ultimately beyond the body and mind. Knowing this through direct experience is your deepest purpose and the key to total freedom and peace, unimpeded by external circumstances. It is also the portal to know what action to take in order to make this planet a better place for all of us.

There is freedom behind the veil, peace, love and joy behind the fog. That is the final rabbit hole and it begins and ends with you.

Best wishes and much love on your future journeys.

I have already written a few threads that go more in depth about what I have expressed here. So if you are interested in knowing more about my perspective on this, here are the links:

https://np.reddit.com/r/C_S_T/comments/7nxehd/the_prison_of_your_mind_the_limitations_and_fear/

https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/comments/7n938t/each_and_every_one_of_you_matter_in_shifting_and/

https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/comments/7mkeb2/how_do_we_save_the_world/

https://np.reddit.com/r/conspiracyundone/comments/7lzznq/the_tough_road_behind_us_the_light_ahead_and_the/

https://np.reddit.com/r/C_S_T/comments/7a9uge/waking_up_embracing_those_that_wish_to_continue/

I get that man, happy travels.

BUT, I'm mentally drained. I've did some deep thinking and personally I just feel even being informed (aka woke) doesn't change anything. And leads to be frustrating and annoying.

The old school (aka woke) was all about Enlightenment and waking up from the illusion of ego/thoughts/I. Once you taste that, you are forever changed

Sometimes you have to walk away. Rethink, run for public office and change things from the inside.

Go get em Scorpio!

Who is up voting this?

Everyone who agrees with him.

What are they doing here if they agree with him?

There comes a time we all need a holiday

This is this users first post here.

I honestly am jealous of those who go about thier day in this happy little bubble the vast majority all live in

Well, a huge chunk of the world is not living in a happy little bubble; they're being terrorized by the psychopaths who've hijacked our government & military, and once those psychopaths have invaded and taken control of the few remaining countries who resist them and have full control of the globe, there will be no happy little bubble for you, or anyone else in the U.S.

"First they came for the Socialists, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Socialist. Then they came for the Trade Unionists, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Trade Unionist. Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Jew. Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me."

Changing things? Maybe you'd like /r/ConspiracyActivism

I've been a member of this subreddit since the beginning, yeah different account... Not everybody is happy here, but things change and the trolls grow up and move away. So take a break and come back next year. It'll always be interesting

I feel ya. I have resorted to replace my research time to video games because I am just tited of seeing humans treating each other like animals. Big Pharma, Big Banking, Military Industrial Complex, IRS, NSA, shootings, drugs, mental health, black lives matter, republicans vs democrats, Libertarians vs Liberals, Whats in our food etc etc...

It is just mind draining. I feel ya. I come here just to catch up, but I try not to stay. it is mentally draining because I feel powerless to do anything.

OK Cypher, go ahead and enjoy your juicy steak and plug yourself back in, if you can.

OP is really getting sheep-dipped into normie-hood.

Sad. We need stronger minds to fight this battle.

I got overwhelmed with info during the weeks after Vegas and had to step back for a while.

One of the biggest grandest conspiracies is the suppression of the power of love, the problem is multifaceted and intricately complicated labyrinth of bullshit, the solution is simply love.

later Cypher enjoy the steak

I just feel even being informed (aka woke) doesn't change anything. And leads to be frustrating and annoying.

This is why they say "Ignorance is bliss"

Take breaks. Right now, we are being bombarded with tragic events and deception. Just my opinion but I see you say mind and I think spirit. I see you say puppy and I think love. Focus your attention on the love that exists in your heart for a while and be grateful for it. Puppy videos help.

I just feel even being informed (aka woke) doesn't change anything. And leads to be frustrating and annoying

To each their own but I feel the exact opposite. Empowered and unfuckwithable. Being informed changes everything. Maybe not on a worldwide scale as you suggest, but on a personal level it absolutely will...and I've found that is the best way to leave your mark on a larger scale. Fix yourself up. For example, someone who is "woke" knows how important exercise is, understands that your doctor is more or less a drug pusher, the food pyramid is inverted, they surely avoid poisons like sugar, soda and fluoride water.

You're a node in a network and leading by example inspires others. It's infectious. I've seen it firsthand. Nearly every single friend or family member of mine has started eating healthy and working out, and most of them have thanked/credited me for giving them that push or inspiration to take back control of their lives. I don't mean to toot my own horn but yeah, people follow suit if you're informed and lead by example.

Good for you bro. Have you heard of Buddhism maybe take a look into that it's a lot of fun.

We all need balance.

LHO didn't act. He was a patsy.

Zapruder film is fudged to hide the only thing that could prove a conspiracy: nearly two simultaneous headshots.

So the answer in life is to pussy out... ok have fun with that. A Narus Insight somewhere just recorded another capitulation.

Best of luck. I for one am 100% not done, and Q is absolutely real.

I thought this was going to be a "this sub had turned to crap", "shills everywhere", "Trumptards thinking everything is a plot because Clinton is bad", "they taking ma guns" kind of post.

For those above reasons I just mentioned, it's understandable why people leave. I take long breaks because this sub is full of division.

Most people posting have swallowed the partisan pill. It's depressing.

I think 9/11 did happen, but we crashed our own plane into the pentagon.

Best advice here. I regularly take breaks from even lurking on reddit. Ive nuked all my social media. If i watch tv its usually content i can just turn my brain off with. Constantly thinking about this shit is not the most healthy thing for ME. I'm a information sponge. My dog is my best friend in the world - he also helps me escape.