You sound like the Unabomber.

I'm feeling good. Sorry you have a stomach ache. Hope you feel better soon. Try to relax and get some sleep.

You should go to the ER and ask for an antiemetic. You should soon stop vomiting.

Personally rather if you werent found dead though.

you wont be able to do much good without a body though. if you believe in spreading the good word about the cause, it would probably be best if you were alive my friend

Sounds like a manic episode...

I just made a note of this. Not only that, but it's out of character with their history. It might be their first break. Look at their postings the past two days versus before that.

There's a change in frequency and coherency. Here they're out there on a topic, but they're also replying random stuff to people in other forums that are complete non-sequitors. I am worried they might hurt themselves or others due to their current idea that "death doesn't exist."*

*Not that I disagree completely, but that's a dangerous belief for someone having a psychotic break.

I hope they have people checking in on them...

I was trying to see if there was info in his posts. He has been posting non-stop the past two days, and it's just been getting worse.

He mentioned previously being suicidal, but I don't see any notion that he is now.

He mentions a girlfriend returning soon, so maybe she will recognize the change in behavior ... or maybe he might behave badly towards her.

I think many have mentioned he should get help in direct or more smartly manipulative ways (won't blow their cover.)

If you have time to look through his posts for info or contact info, that could help.

I will see what I could find...

I used snoopsnoo to see if I could find anything. No leads, but something I ever never seen before.

99% of people have "People" as their most used word on reddit, with the next most frequently used word being used 1/2 to 1/4 as frequently as "People"

OP's most frequently used word is still "People," but they say "time," "world," "earth," "light," "love," and "consciousness" each almost as frequently as "people." I have never seen word usage anything like this.

I think that this person is probably off grid at the moment...they probably dont want to be found. Not to mention that they are seemingly paranoid at the moment. He has posts about looking for land and stuff like that. IDK...

The change was incredibly rapid. He also mentions a girlfriend coming to him. I don't know, but he's in trouble.

Not a TI myself my friend, more of a researcher. i like having a wide variety of data on the various conspiracies, and that ones always been interesting to me.

Water is really hard on an empty stomach. Do you have a banana? If you cannot eat the banana, mash it up with some water, and drink/eat it that way. Licorice tea is also helpful depending on your constitution. But really, I recommend you eat a banana. Whatever you do try to consume, have just a little tiny bit, and wait at least a few minutes before you have anymore. With liquids, hold them in your mouth untill they are body temperature. You’re dehydrated, you can take in some liquid through your mucous membranes. Take a bath if you can. I have 40 years of being someone who can throw up straight for three days at the perverbal drop of a hat. Take a bath, eat a banana, get some sleep. I think you’re awesome and right about a lot of stuff. Thanks for being on the planet, try and stay with us long term.

hows your gut flora?

dude. plain greek yogurt. stuff does wonders for for your GI tract.

How is your nervous break down treating you?

But, giving away money does not mean that you are going to get money.

Giving away food does not mean that you are going to be given food.

Treating your enemies with respect, treating those you hate with respect, that does not mean your enemies will treat you nicely or that people will respect you

If you are going to walk this path, you’d better be prepared to get the thorns

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Now this here is overstepping a mods responsibility. What are you kidding man? Why did this blow you up so badly you broke your own rules? Banning someone from one specific thread? Seriously? Wow. Just. Wow.

I've talked about it with the user in question, and we've reached an understanding.

And as far as overstepping my authority, I feel plenty justified in banning someone from a particular thread. The user in question broke rule 4 in multiple comments, and I would have been justified in giving them a sub-wide temp ban; banning from this one thread alone was a less forceful mod action than a full ban, not more forceful.

Feel free to take it up in modmail if you have an issue with it.

Cannabis hypermesis

Just chill the fuck out. All that’s happening is you’re coming out of sheltered existence and learning what the world is actually like. No one is out to get you like that, you aren’t special, you don’t have powers, you’re not 32 feet tall, you’re not of Christ’s bloodline, you might be an alien but then so are we.

The point is, it’s not all for you. Once you realize that, you can play the game of life.

What are you on right now? We all have powers I'm sorry your biggest power right now is attacking people and "putting them in their place" on reddit while they speak some truths

Upvoted.

Race, culture and origin are important. People of different races, cultures and origins do just about everything differently and naturally are going to have conflict over it. There's no changing that, so the best way is to keep people from different backgrounds away from each other.

The borders are open because Hispanics vote 70/30 Democrat, even up to the 2nd generation and have more kids, which means more votes.

And as long as Hispanics continue to have more kids than they can afford, they will continue to be poorer and will continue to have to rely on the government to survive, which only gives the government more power.

In less than 30 years, Hispanics will be the majority in the US. As long as their numbers keep increasing, even if Whites vote 100% for one candidate, we simply will not be able to win any elections. In less than 100 years, Whites have gone from 90% of the population to 68% of the population. The majority of births in the Southwest US are already non-White as well.

Maybe it's a natural progression?

Do you call this natural?

Why do Hispanics want to come to the US? How does letting in Hispanics correct the issues of why Hispanics want to come in the first place?

I would recommend checking out this video called "Immigration Gumballs": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccxI82LGjB8

How can you possibly know and understand what each individual human needs wants or cares for?

I'm going to go out on a limb and assume every human wants:

• Safety

• Food

• Shelter

• At the very least, enough money to live on

Why do Hispanics not feel they are getting these things in Mexico and other South American countries? How does them coming to the US address the problems for the rest of the population there who doesn't come?

Money is fake. We all want safety, food, health, and respect and love.

Money buys me safety. I can then buy a gun, buy a bodyguard or buy a house in a safer area, which usually tends to be a richer area.

Money buys me food. Money also buys me land and materials where I could make my own food.

Money buys me health. If I have money, I can get the best healthcare in the world.

Money can buy me respect. I can pay people lots of money to talk about how great I am in the media and online.

Money can buy me love. I have much greater dating options as a rich man than a poor man.

My bank account, my house, my lifestyle and my job aren't illusions. They are reality.

Living in other countries and dealing with minorities have only made me more racist.

The facts are that noone could survive without resources. Humans are warlike. We fight over resources. Without money as a conduit we would fight over something else. People in 3d world countries have little to no money so they fight over land and water and food. The US is doing ok because we have agreed as a people to a set of norms to dictacte our conduct. If you want people to step into the "light" that's nice but it's not realistic. How do you get by everyday? How do you keep people from taking what you worked to gather or hunt? How do you get well with nothing to barter with? People do not freely give knowledge. Shamans do not give their healings for free. You have to give them something so they can live on till tomorrow. I'm sorry the sky is falling ... Good luck

Do you call this natural?

Was the Columbian migration natural?

Most mass migration happens due to various events.

And? In the 1400 and 1500s, Europeans discovered consistent trade routes to the Americas, and proceeded to replace the native population, through a combination of war, disease, and out-breeding, eventually controlling all the land.

How is that any more "natural" than Hispanic immigration today? The ancestors of the Hispanics, both the Spanish settlers and the natives, were both in this land before Western and Northern Europeans. If anything, a hispanicization and re-native-ing of America would be the most natural thing.

Race, culture and origin are important. People of different races, cultures and origins do just about everything differently.

Everything? Yeah... no.

Have you travelled much? People love. People laugh. People cry. People kill. People... you get the picture.

Have you travelled much?

Oh, not only that, but I've had girls who were into me from all over the globe.

People love

People love in different ways. Some African countries show their love for someone by raping them. In places like India, arranged marriages are quite common, whereas they are not supported here. I've talked to some Middle Eastern girls who believed their relatives were showing them love by not allowing them to go outside on their own or make their own choices.

People laugh.

People laugh in different ways. Humor is one of the hardest things to translate between different cultures and languages.

People cry.

Why German babies cry differently to Chinese ones

People kill.

People kill for different reasons in other countries, often for reasons we would never support here.

People... you get the picture.

I do and it's that every culture and race is different. Trying to assimilate them all into one mega-race is cultural genocide.

I just read the rest of your comments and while I disagree with with you 99.9999%, you are right about one thing: Hispanics are a problem. How do I know? I am one.

I have been living here for four years and I don't understand why someone would come to America just to live off the government. When I decided to come to this country, the plan was (and still is) to help push the economy train, not to get a free ride on it. Yet all these motherfuckers come, get all their benefits from the government and do not move a finger to improve themselves, let alone society. They just come and pop babies for a welfare check and cheap housing. There is absolutely no drive to progress other than getting everything for free and it bothers me to no end.

So when I see someone being critical of Hispanics I just shut up because they happen to be 100% right. Things would be so much different if Hispanics just came to progress without bothering anyone else.

I'm sorry I elaborate this little, please feel free to ask for any clarification.

I agree with everything you said.

I’m an immigration attorney. I have yet to meet a Hispanic immigrant who isn’t working and paying their bills. Shut up.

I have yet to meet a Hispanic immigrant who isn’t working and paying their bills

Dominicans in NYC would like to have a word with you.

Lol, literally preying on the mentally unstable and pushing white nationalist propaganda into their vulnerable mind. You’re a piece of shit.

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This kind of thing has happened to me before. It's called an anxiety attack.

Maple syrup is not a drug! I think the anxiety you’re having is from the weed

I don’t think an ounce of fake maple syrup once every month or two is going to kill me or my soul. That’s just the opinion of someone who is healthy and 50 years old not living in fear

I do find in general high carbs strain the system. One candy bar isn’t enough to tip the scales. But, alcohol with beer, high fructose syrup, greasy foods, I noticed it affects my skin first and then the yeast balance.

Having a chocolate chip cookie isn’t going to kill you. But eating a bag of chocolate chips every day followed by a beer with potato chips and french fries is a downhill spiral for sure. I get what you’re saying and unfortunately most people have no idea how To eat moderately or healthy.

You were just saying that the body is an illusion though. That it is an unnecessary part of this equation?

It’s smart to boycott anonymous white powders, be it hard drugs, pharmaceuticals, or sweeteners.

Maple syrup is mostly sugar (sucrose, specifically) and water. So if sugar is bad, as you say, so is maple syrup.

It's more expensive because it's harvested from tree sap from specific trees which only grow in certain parts of the world and only produce the proper sap in specific climatic conditions. The sap is boiled to 1/40th it's original volume, so you need a lot of trees and labour to make it a viable enterprise

Garbage synthetic stuff can be made in a factory. The "chemicals" are mostly just synthetic flavours that attempt to mimic the naturally occurring compounds in maple sap. They do a terrible job at mimicking the natural stuff because they only bothered to synthesize a tiny percentage of the compounds only found in real maple syrup.

People are cheap or poor and if they live in North America they probably have positive cultural memories regarding maple syrup that they naively believe can be recreated through synthetic garbage.

The cartel doesn't help, either.

According to one poster above, a drug is any substance that has a physiological effect when introduced to the body, so, yeah it is :)

Sugar is an addictive psychoactive substance that happens to have caloric value.

If nature had intended for maple syrup to be a certain way, would it just come out of the tree fully prepared? I mean apples are just the way mother nature wants them right? Making apple juice is unnatural.

I’m also fine with you eating a head of lettuce but only if you eat it as though it were an apple. If Mother nature wanted It to be put on sandwiches and in salads, those salads would already be up there in the tree ready for us to pick and eat.

Maple syrup involves very little preparation. It's a stone-age food.

I suggest you seek a professional psychologist, or doctor. You seem to be suffering from a psychotic episode, or mania. Do you have a family history of bipolar or schizophrenia? I really suggest you bring yourself yo a hospital asap and get eveluated.

You can literally die from like of sleep in 8 days. Your anxiety and fear will get worse.

I didn’t bother reading that lengthy post because I noticed you didn’t type anything in all capitals.

Maybe you should eat another marijuana’s

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You should probably get some sleep

Make some of that rhyme and spit some bars to make it memorable. This is your new mission.

You say control... So who is controlling us then?

I'm ready to join you, but you're probably nowhere near me.

you're probably having a manic episode dude. I'm not hoping to convince you to talk to somebody about your mental well-being, but the things you are saying aren't making a lot of sense

I’m not a pessimist. But dude, that is not how it is going to work. I don’t mean to be the one telling the people who want to change the world, the cant, so I shouldn’t be in their way. It is that if you saw the matrix and want out you are wasting your time, in my opinion.

You can’t just fall of the grid without any training or resources. It will only make your life miserable. Don’t do it.

You are off the grid and on Reddit at the same time 🤷🏼‍♂️

Get off the internet if you want to be off the grid. Otherwise you are just attention seeking

I wonder if you’re just trolling. I’m good a trolling, I’d say. You, not so much but nice try.

It takes less than a thousand people to start a town. There are ways to forge a path that still remain available.

My family lived and still live in a rural mountain area where one house is separated from another one for miles and miles and hills. Some times, the people visit the “local” town which is very small too. They don’t buy anything but they do sell why they cultivate and harvest for almost nothing. The children don’t go to school because to them it is a waste of time. They have no access to electricity except in the local town which I’m not sure whether the town has running water or ways to dispose of their waste. People take a shit in the bushes and it is normal to them. They speak a language my parents never taught me but who speak it very well especially when angry. What I’m trying to say is there are places around the world where people live off the grid. When I first visited the town it had maybe 300 people at most or way less. There were other towns on the way leading to the cities and then to the capital. I was amazed to think I could have probably lived there if my parent stayed there. I tried to think I could live there and as vacation it is beautiful. Rivers with plenty fish close by which no one hunts therefore it is plentiful. Animals for hunting to eat only. However, eventually I came back to the United States and while I really think of going back since I’m single. I don’t believe I’ll find a woman who would like to live there. Some women I dated wanted to visit but that all it was to them: a visit. I don’t know much about all of you but i need me a woman to live happy. It is in my genes and watching my parents work hard and happy together.

I enjoyed your post, it's great and natural to desire companionship. Keep your eyes open and pay attention to who crosses your path. Lol good luck.

"I'm not on drugs. I just ate a little kief"

Hey I'm not criticizing your use of it. I'm just pointing out the fact that you stated you weren't on drugs, and then immediately said that you had consumed drugs. Like I said, you're free to do as you wish, and I've done the same before actually. But you essentially discredited yourself as soon as you started.

Burning marijuana is a chemical reaction.

Damn Daniel back at it again with the contradictions.

Weed is a drug? In the conspiracy thread? Fuck out a here

I think for myself every second of everyday and the best part is that I am productive and contributing to something larger than myself that I happen to believe in.

Free yourself from the anger as this is a matter of perception, which is not universally defined. Stop shoving your ideals down onto people as if you're the answer, the truth and all mighty.

If you want to be a dirty hippy feel free and I hope you enjoy it, but I personally do not want to be a dirty hippy.

No need for name calling.

All we are is chemical reactions

Are you seriously asking if marijuana is a drug? Don’t be retarded. I have 97% extract here and it kicks your ass like it was a narcotic. It is most certainly a drug

I do low temperature Vape with the distillate. Very smooth. I have heard of people dissolving it under the tongue but I have not tried that yet

Probably tastes like dicks stuck in a swamp

No actually just sugary. Not much flavor at all

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"drug

drəɡ/

noun

a medicine or other substance which has a physiological effect when ingested or otherwise introduced into the body."

Just because it isn't artificially produced, that doesn't mean it isn't still a drug.

I'm using this definition as a resource, yes. But my own definition of marijuana, and by extension, kief is still a drug. Trust me, I have plenty of experience with it, and it is great as a medicine, don't get me wrong. But it has it's downsides too. Chronic use noticably changed me to become a worse person than I am now that I've quit. It was all that I thought about. When is the next time I'll get to smoke? How much money do I need to set aside to buy more? I'd even have dreams regularly where I would do nothing but smoke. That isn't healthy.

Maybe instead of assuming I'm "the man" trying to tell you what to do and how to live your life, you should listen to me as a fellow human being who has his own experiences in life.

By the definition you used, food is a drug, water is a drug. Literally everything that you can put in your body has a physiological effect. So either cannabis and literally everything is a drug, or you need a much more nuanced definition.

Alright, smartass here's one that is apparently the definition used in Federal law:

any substance recognized in the official pharmacopoeia or formulary of the nation.

any substance intended for use in the diagnosis, cure, mitigation, treatment, or prevention of disease in humans or other animals.

any article, other than food, intended to affect the structure or any function of the body of humans or other animals.

any substance intended for use as a component of such a drug, but not a device or a part of a device.

Happy now? Marijuana very clearly meets this definition of drug.

I am. I honestly thought that might be a definition, word-for-word from somewhere, but was too lazy to look it up. I'm very much a believer in the importance and meaning of words, so even though it might seem pedantic, it's too important to ignore, considering how many conspiracies are explained away using double-speak.

Dude see your right but wrong. Definitions are made when a large population agrees that this is what it means.

Guess what some dude decided to name the species dog “dog” if you go around saying fuck that some dude trying to oppress me ima call them hurgadorfs you’ll collectively be seen as an idiot.

Name one recreational drug you smoke you don't get high from.

That still isn't how cannabis works. Your body won't absorb it like a vegetable at that small of an amount. It's placebo at best.

Umm... There are trace amounts of cbd in kief. Like, hardly at all. It's mostly thc. Besides, cbd needs to bind to fat cells over the course of weeks to months. Eating the powder from ground cannabis is not helping your health in any measurable way because any active ingredient is either not being activated (due to not decarboxylating) or in such trace amounts that it wouldn't even be considered a microdose. I use cbd. I use cannabis medicinally. You are not doing it right. That is a fact. Again, this is not me making fun of you, this is you misunderstanding something and me correcting it for YOUR benefit. Please stop being so hostile.

There is a name for that. Placebo. Dont waste your stuff, make Rick Simpson oil!

Rick Simpson made his oil famous by making a cannabis extract that preserves all of the nutrients of cannabis, and rubbed it on a tumor of his and he became cancer free. Since then it's been used for children with seizures, cancer patients, aids patients, and much more. This is legit stuff.

I own two small businesses. Let me know if you need help starting anything up. I came up with a brilliant idea today actually. We can talk about it in PM. Considering you've put in your two weeks, this may be a step in the right direction for you.

Sleep deprivation might be one of the most powerful drugs.

I wouldn’t stay up past 3 days, sleep is very important to your brains ability to function and solve problems correctly, not bashing you in anyway but if you fuck around too much you could have a psychosis and that would land you in a mental ward eating real “drugs” for the rest of ya days. I’m glad you’re waking up as more and more are these days, I suggest lots of research in hyper normalization because you are correct in saying there is an oppressive force keeping us at bay, but what often gets over looked is the fact that there is an equal force pushing us up and helping those like yourself wake up, you can only see these things when you are yourself ready, as they say “you can lead a horse to water but you can’t make it drink.”

Oh god someone's been watching spirit science

Also, by definition, that is NOT what christ consciousness is. You are UNDENIABLY IRREFUTABLY having a psychotic episode. Please, I'm not making fun of you, you need to go get medical attention as soon as possible before you end up worrying your friends and family or hurting yourself.

What world view have I tried to display? What agenda am I parading?

I don't benefit by fucking with you. I'm telling you what others are telling you.

I understand the vibrational dimensions. I understand it's relation to sacred geometry. I know that love is higher vibration and hate is lower, and to ascend to the higher dimensions we must enlighten ourselves and accept and love each other. However, a part of that is to care for one another. I care about you and your mental health right now. Believe me, I know exactly what you're talking about. I don't work for anyone. I'm not part of the rat race. I understand your spiritual beliefs and can discuss them at length any time you like. However, right now, I am telling you what you need to hear.

Wait, so you're back to normal now??

They weren't afraid of the light they saw in you. They saw that your line of logic was flawed beyond your own comprehensibility. Crazy people never think they're crazy, and people who are wrong never think they're wrong. You've been wrong on a lot of things in this thread. If you truly are open minded, you'll take a hard look at what you believe.

or just go to fucking bed

This man already quit his job over this shit, he's knee deep and sleep won't help.

Amen! I miss being young enough to induce deprivation effects. Now it’s more like body aches, confusion and aphasia come crash the party.

This is more than seep deprivation. OP he has been like this since he began posting 2 days ago (hasn't stopped.) The sleep deprivation is just aggravating this. It's out of character with his posting history. Something happened.

Ahh. I think (see) you are correct. I still recommen to eat a banana, take a bath, and go to sleep. But I don’t expect he is listening.

Eating kief is not going to do anything for you in terms of having psychoactive effects. Although some studies have shown that it does have some anti inflammatory effects. THC-A is not converted to the psychoactive form (THC) until it is decarboxylated. That requires it to be heated past 220 degrees Fahrenheit (hence why weed is smoked or THC is baked into brownies). So if you were going for any psychoactive effects but aren’t comfortable breathing in any smoke, SWIM would recommend looking into how to make THC edibles.

If you’re having stomach issues I would also look into probiotics and foods that contain high concentrations of polyphenols (cloves, cocoa powder, elderberry, flaxseed, etc.)

You didn't get high from ingesting keif sorry dude.

Eating kief doesnt do shit unlese you cooked it into a fat first. Correct me if im wrong but he should be sober if he just legit ate some fresh kief.

Eating fresh un-vaped kief is like pouring beer onto your closed mouth. Ain't gonna do shit.

CORRECT.

Nah, your body will naturally decarboxylate some of it.

source: gotten high after eating a 5g nug raw. Didn't think I was high until I noticed my manner of speaking was sorta weird and I looked at my bloodshot eyes in the mirror.

Honestly, I hope OP took something psychoactive, because if not it sounds like he experiencing a "break."

Sorry, gonna hijack this comment. I know this sounds hypocritical, but in my opinion people should try to refrain from responding to a post similar to this one. Because the impression OP gives is not a very stable one, maybe because of the sleep deprivation. Every post to this thread can give him a reason to stay up longer.

I am not trying to censor anybody. OP should feel free to state his opinions.

"Havent slept in 2 days, not even on drugs" Riiiiiight

You’re a blast my man! Keep on doing you my friend and don’t let anyone in this world keep you from that and what makes you whole

Meth is a helluva drug

You sound more trapped by anxiety than most people are

Do you take a daily ADHD medication

All g bro, I was just bugging.

I knew a guy who was tweaked out on that shit and he was messed up. Apparently that shit alters your dopamine output permentaly, like people will never feel as happy ever again after too much use. Fuck that man.

"I saw his aura"

Oh boy...

Not sleeping for 48 hours is not good for you. You need to get some rest and come back later. Sleep deprivation is no joke.

Dude you are sick. Seriously, you are not okay. You need help immediately.

Tell your girlfriend everything you just told me.

Are you afraid to tell her?

If you can't go to a hospital, then why not a church or temple? That is what priests and monks and such are there for, help with spiritual problems and guidance.

You should find a therapist when you are not having an episode so that you can find better help when you are having one.

I feel ya. I, too, have recently started staying up for days at a time with no drugs and no real reason other than I'm not tired. The first time I did this I broke through my creative block and now my creativity just flows out of me. That's a huge deal for me me because I hadn't written anything at all in over 10 years.

It's not just that, but I feel more spiritual and connected to everything. I feel like just a better person overall, and even restarted my home business and it's doing well. I feel the best I've felt in a long time, yet all I hear is that I'm an idiot for not getting enough sleep. I smile anyway.

Some people don't understand that what works for them may not work for everybody. I just happen to be a person that becomes highly functional and more importantly, happier, when I'm awake for days at a time.

I think the takeaway here should be do what makes YOU feel happy. We are all on the same journey but with millions of unique paths.

Sounds like a manic episode to me. Good luck.

That’s what I was thinking but couldn’t remember the phrase. He’s right about some things but this manic delivery isn’t helping anyone’s cause.

Go to bed dude! Sleep on it.

I know you just tried weed for the first time but you need to chill out

You are high son

raises hand

yo!

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I am 14 and this is deep

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There could be many reasons/causes for your mental state: illness, detoxification, sleep deprivation, manic episode, psychotic break, paradigm shift, mystic experience, hallucination, spiritual enlightenment, epiphany, insight, schizophrenia, and some others that don't come to mind. The feeling could fade quickly, or over time, or stay with you for a extended period, or permanently change your mind/thinking. The experience did happen. What value/meaning you take from it is up to you. Generally speaking most people take away a feeling of greater connection to others, empathy, a better sense of self, an interest in trans-formative experiences, mental break-down, or mental illness. My cat is getting old.

He quit his job and is ranting that stoplights are used to control the population......most likely this is a manic episode.

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I agree with everything you’re saying. Ps. Cannabis is actually quite healthy for your mind despite what we’re programmed to believe. Keep it up dude

I see where You're coming from. I've been there. All I can tell You is that You're confused, so am I and pretty much everybody else. Going the spiral You're heading right now, is not going to help You live a better life. I'm not here to teach, but please, don't assume You've got it all figured out

Of course, I didn't lived Your experience. I can see the mindset though and it is a familiar one. And You seem far from happy too. The worst thing You can do is to lie to yourself. I've done it for 10 years and only now starting to see it.

You see through the manipulation that is going on, good for You. But don't expect anything from anyone, or You're going to be disappointed.

This is good guy. Your going off the deep end but it's the right idea. Like you must get that the way you are writing could mean that your going to deliver justice by shooting up a mayor's office or something. If you can think of something to do, good luck. The world is fucked but when I get the same ideas it runs out after a week of not being able to rally 10 people to start an organization or something.

Wake up https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-3gLxPdamK8

Stay in the light and in the earths vibration

Elon Musk is shill elite who hoodwinks leftists into supporting big money.

I met someone who Im so sure was Tesla. The energy seems to be a super close match. She's a woman now.

Yes. It's more like a matrix of time/space and space/time enmeshed. From the perspective of before birth and after death, we are all simultaneous with all of our lives. But it's not directly controlled as a weapon though, as far as I know. Unless.... well, according to the Books of Enoch, there was a time before there was a moon, before seasons and before the earth's magnetic axis was tilted. And then we get into the whole western hemisphere following solar calendar, and eastern hemisphere following lunar calendar thing.. AND the fact that one of the first popes in the Roman Catholic church changed the calendar.

Yeah, the Divine Feminine is currently way out of balance here on Gaia.

Right now, humanity needs to be more connected to the Divine Feminine energy. We have been living with patriarchal distortions for far too long. Brainwashed into thinking Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. Well helloooooo that ghost is the ghost of the Divine Feminine. Cuz they killed her lol... My point is that the reality of the Trinity of mind/body/spirit is reflected in Divine Masculine, Divine Feminine, and Unity. (or Father, Mother, Son). This has been deliberately hidden.

What can you do? It begins within the self. Your own masculine and feminine energies must be balanced. You may still carry some distortions from the societal pressures around us. Realize that every man has an inner woman and every woman has an inner man. They are called the Anima, and the Animus, respectfully. Then, get yourself in balance by connecting to your opposite energy. There is a tarot card that may be of use here, the "Lovers" card. This process of the spiritual inner-marriage is an entire process unto itself and cannot be rushed. The love and wholeness you will discover within yourself is the love of the soulmate. It is self-sustaining, and then you can be of greater service to others.

After that, the next step would be to empower the women that we are connected to in our lives, to connect to Gaia's energy body (we all must make this connection eventually. Most of us are literally not plugged in), and to channel the Divine Feminine energy into our societal structure in order to achieve healthy transformation. The unhealthy form of this process is feminism.

It is not an easy task. Humanity is greatly out of balance.

Elon Musk is absolutely not worthy of being compared to Tesla. He is not humanity's savior nor does he have your well-being in his mind. Please do extensive research on this.

My booty stink like old nasty puddin!

Nikola Tesla created because he loved science and making humanity better off...he wasn’t in it for the billions like Elon. Can’t believe you think you’re awake and think Elon is Nikola.

We are taught 'reading comprehension' in school, to read the words & sentences and to understand what the words and sentences are saying. I always did poorly in reading comprehension. I had trouble, and still do have trouble, understanding the meaning of the words and sentences. When I read words and sentences I focus on the 'meta' (i.e., what's behind) of it all. I analyze the words and sentences, trying to get my head around the passion or hate of the writer. It isn't that I don't also try to grasp the intent behind the words and sentences, but that I am also searching in them for other things of value in them. One won't find these things in what others write unless one looks for them. One won't find what the writer feels and what the writer fully wishes to convey unless one looks behind (beyond) the words and sentences.

Why is it when people get red pill'd they feel the need to come here and lecture us? Do you really think none of us know this already?

There are many lurkers and possible new readers. He just feels comfortable sharing here.

The optimism is encouraging.

How red pilled are you really if you just live to make cynical remarks about total strangers clear development? Like really? You know so much besides how to not be judgmental? I think you might need to start over on your assessment of yourself.

The same could be said for you assuming what my existence is. Last time i checked i can remark about what ever i want how ever i want.

I love everything about this post. Great job. Hope you can keep yourself going in a good direction. God bless.

Glad you're doing something! Wishing you the best brother

He’s not wrong. Interesting how the top comments are ridiculing him.

Some definite character assassination of the spiritual variety going down. Clear jealousy and fear. Empowerment is the greatest threat to the system. Any signs of it need to be taken down swiftly by those stuck in their loop. Nothing to see here.

Because he havent slept in 2 days thinking he figured the world out. Its some low level panic attack and will wear off. I fully support the message but jeez our bodies need sleep too.

There is nothing wrong with what he said, he has figured the world out conceptually. How to apply that to ones own life is the real struggle which usually takes a bit of time and true effort. Leave the cynical attitudes behind, thats why we fail as a community, we bring people down instead of leaving them be or dare I say raising them up.

Im behind his message a 100% but also know about manic episodes/panic attacks.

Sleep is vital for your mind and body.

You can change the world tomorrow. Slow down instead of fueling the fire. Go to bed for a minute.

I got stressed out by reading his comments.

I enjoyed reading his comments, as someone who suffered from sleep disorders from ages 17-23, I learned a lot about how this world works while hopped up on adderall and sour patch kids. This board led me to healthier spiritual practices to fix my sleep issues, diet, and this board also helped lead me to lucid dreaming which requires regular healthy sleep to be consistently successful in. I would never have found this knowledge without these sleepless nights. We all have different paths to the same truths, one person's quest may not look the same as others is what I am saying, but the end results shouldn't be belittled.

Yeah came here to say this. Stumbled upon an old conspiracy post and checked this guy out, full blown mania right now and I can’t even deny that. Guy hasn’t slept, ATE Kief instead of smoking it like what? And quit his job. Like I’m sorry, I COMPLETELY have been at this place before so I understand, but he needs help.

people don't like the schitzo-laden cup it comes in

This post isn't helping.

Maybe because he is high, and possibly manic.

Or possibly Sober and Awakened

This, ladies and gentlemen, is what a manic episode looks like.

What the actual fuck is going on in this thread? This guy is literally exhibiting every symptom of a manic episode. Like there's no question that he's in the midst of one. And people on here are encouraging him? I had to scroll really far down the thread to find the first mention of mania. This guy needs sleep, he needs some food, and he needs to get his mania treated before he does more damage to himself.

*kundalini awakening

Kanye, is that you?

Great post! I will add that in addition to the disappointing harvests of the first and second cycle on Gaia (Lemuria and Atlantis, respectively), we have not experienced satsfying harvests on Maldek and Mars' third density cycles. (Mars experiencing atmospheric dissolution and Maldek experiencing complete planetary destruction)

Almost all of the positive forces in this galaxy are focused on increasing the harvest on Gaia at this time. Who knows what will happen, but my every hope and prayer is that we will see a significant portion of positive graduation, with minimal third density repeats this time around.

I will tell you where the information comes from, but I'm hesitant because you really need to be in a sound place mentally and prepared physically. It completely changed my life. People use that statement a lot and don't mean it literally, but oh God I mean it literally. I don't know who I would be today if I never encountered it.

I will send it to you in a DM (after you get some sleep...?)

Prepare physically by ensuring that your body is ready to take the strains of great mental transformation and many challenges including negative psychic greeting which often comes with awakening to the reality. Getting complete sleep so that you are not vulnerable is an example.

This is the kind of thing that gets dug up after a killing spree.

OP, are you ok? Like for real. This post is a shit show, it looks like the ramblings if a mad man.

I’m not on drugs, but I ate kief? Why did you eat it? That’s just stupid, it’s a waste lol. “What did you try today?” Oh I ate fucking dirt. What?

You are quitting your job? You haven’t slept in how long? Maybe it’s my “social conditioning” but it sounds like you are spinning it of control.

Talk to someone, you are making some big decisions and it seems like you need to take a step back.

I almost thought the comments were satire, you are all over the place. I truly hope you are in a safe place, just relax and take it slow.

Going insane isn’t going to help anybody.

OP, you are clearly in the midst of a psychotic break and a manic episode. You mentioned being close to killing yourself. Please seek help immediately before you harm yourself or others.

A psychotic break doesn't mean you will be insane for good, but you are not in your right mind right now.

It's not just what you are posting, but how different what you are posting is from what you have been posting. I went through your reddit posts, and you can see a clear downward progression over the past two days. You are getting worse, but you can get better.

You can get temporary medication to help you relax and sleep. From there you will have people to talk to. You can learn coping mechanisms.

Please get help and do not hurt yourself or others.

You talk about wanting a break and to relax? You have been going non-stop for the past two days. If you to get help you will actually get help relaxing and calming down.

You should tell this to a doctor. They will understand where you're coming from (doctors are woke) and they will be able to share their unique perspective of off the grid medical care for a young, woke man.

Get multiple opinions and your spirit will guide you.

Eating kief doesn't work and you may be having a psychotic episode. That is all.

Yeah, this is crazy, seek help. Right now.

Wikileaks opened my eyes. Jordan Peterson opened my eyes. The Bible opened my eyes. Pizza gate opened my eyes. Las Vegas opened my eyes. Florida school shooting opened my eyes.

We live in a matrix designed to hide and kill God. It won't be this way forever. Good news friends, Jesus is coming back to deal with the good and the evil.

Which side are you on?

Bro your manic go to the psyche ward

It is really hard for me to feel enthusiasm when I see people awake like this. I'm not going to be condescending about it because it is a good thing for them and ultimately humanity and I am grateful if not worried for you, OP.

It reminds me of my first ironically manic episodes of these types of discoveries and how the first thing I needed to do was share it with any person I could and I shared it in a very similar manner, chaotic that is.

It took me many years to realize that sharing this type of knowledge in such a chaotic and animated fashion actually pushes you away from your objective of enlightening others. People just simply don't converse in that manner regardless of how useful or true your information is. You'll eventually (hopefully after you get some sleep) be able to do that or you'll not see the results you are so passionate about.

Time and time again people that awaken have this untouchable confidence that is very susceptible to being crushed, especially when they have no source of income or way to persevere the war on our minds and bodies (do not underestimate the hardships that are coming for you). The discovery of this knowledge has been fashioned in such a way that the more enthusiastic you get about bracing it and sharing it, the more susceptible you are to the negative feelings that will come with the disappointment when you realize that things aren't getting fixed anytime soon, or that you will have to watch loved ones, friends, and family fall to the system, or struggle on every level to just survive outside of the system or to survive within in when every ounce of you is avidly at war with it.

They know this as much as I and others here do and they are waiting for you to buckle under the pressure and you feel untouchable right now but this is only the beginning for you. Buckle up because this ride is going to be the longest, hardest, roughest war you will ever fight and it doesn't end until they do and the stronger and more influential you become in shifting the tide, the more you are noticed and the quicker you will be targeted and news flash, you do not want to be targeted. Chances are you and I and many of us will die before any significant victory is acheived against their regime, so get your long-term strategies in order.

Moving on to what it is to be awakened and in the war, if you will.

Think of it like a game of Mafia in which you are amidst a group of people consisting of two different factions: the innocent and the guilty. I'm going to explain much of the game because how relevant it is and important to your survival should you continue to preach as you are. The game is played in two repeating cycles, day and night. During the day every person from both factions are brought together and none of the innocents are aware of who the other innocents are nor are they aware of who the guilty are whereas the guilty know exactly who the other guilty are and therefore who all of the innocents are. Each day the group of people consisting of both factions try to determine the alignment of each other to find the guilty. At the end of the day, they can vote to hang someone. Sometimes they accidentally hang innocent and sometimes they hang guilty. During the night cycle, the guilty get together to discuss who they want to kill. They get a certain amounts of kills per night based on the amount of guilty alive at that time. When the day cycle begins, if the guilty choose to kill someone, then the town consisting of everyone sees that the mafia chose to kill someone and have to try and determine who had motive for killing that person and why. Now the innocents aren't all weak and powerless, they have what are called power roles among them. Sticking with one version of the game that works for my purpose, there is a cop that on each night can select an individual. After the 2nd night, if this cop is still alive, he will be told if there is a different or same alignment between the first person he selected on night 1 and the second person he selected on night 2. This is obviously very useful information for town so you can imagine that mafia would want to know who the cop is so they can kill them and keep themselves safer. The cop can choose to hold this information until a crucial point of the game when town is either the most united or most split or come out early to try and get early hangs on mafia. What is important to understand is that none of the other innocents know if the cop is indeed the cop. He could be mafia and be trying to falsely persuade the innocents into a direction that is actually beneficial to the guilty. You can see how overwhelming this problem has become in our current society, especially when technology now exists that can fake so much. And that is I believe all I need to explain about the game of Mafia to continue my point.

From here on out since you are informed, you are a power role amongst the innocent. You have knowledge that is very helpful in defeating the guilty and saving the innocent and the more time that passes, the more knowledge you will acquire and the heavier the burden will become.

Now the guilty will not kill you for just sharing the information you or I have here because it is not the information itself that is the threat, it is the reach of influence in swaying the masses to our cause. You and I have very little influence right now, most people do and honestly, that isn't a bad thing. Low influence keeps people alive. The ones with great influence against their agenda never live for long, just look at the history of our species and the great minds which you know to have been on our side. While one person with exceptional influence to the masses is capable of shifting the tides of the war, they are essentially outting to the guilty that they are a power role and will be targeted swiftly and discretely (in most cases). It is far more advantageous for the living power roles of our side to keep their influence at levels that keep them alive and yet push progress forward. In the game of mafia this is done by the power roles trying to pass cues to the other towns that they are a power role whilst appearing weak and powerless to the mafia so they are not killed off, this is impossibly difficult in the game since everything is seen by everyone during the day but much easier in our time if you know how they surveil you and it is quite grand for them right now and we do not have precise knowledge of all their means, some of them we can't even dream to understand I imagine.

It is ironic that subterfuge could be the potential strategy that shifts the tides but it makes complete sense when you consider the concepts of warfare. When an enemy is far stronger and resourceful than you, you generally cannot win in a direct conflict. It shouldn't surprise anybody to hear that we can't win in a direct conflict with our current numbers though I am not suggesting death upon my enemies, that can lead to becoming guilty yourself but I don't want to delve into that philosophy right now. The point is that you are far more likely to survive and make an impact in this very long war if you retain and improve your power for the cause of the innocents whilst keeping yourself at a level of influence that keeps you from being targeted by them (that impossible task I mentioned in Mafia). Posting as you or I have here is very unlikely to put your life in any kind of danger, we are like ants to their current power and influence on the masses. Alone with high targetable influence we may be prevented from making progress by being silenced, united with low untargetable influence eventually makes an impact when the number of ants increases to a level that can't be stopped without mass destruction, and believe me they have those counter-measures in place if their regime is coming to and end and they are very spiteful so try not to be overly too hopeful in success, it is very unlikely but don't give up just because hope can seem lost, I haven't and I have zero faith in humanity. It has taken over ten years for me to see true progress in the fight and sadly I'm numb to the enthusiasm of your likes and others and most of you won't last the hardships that you will have to endure, I barely do myself and I might not be long on this Earth because of it, but I have hopes that things will continue to make progress as you and other people continue to awaken and continue the fight for what humanity should be should I or other experienced people lose our means to fight or have it taken away. Wish you the best of luck, don't get yourself killed and get educated on educating or none of us or our children or their children will see the end of this horrific regime.

Since you are in the mind of loving people, I'll have you know I love you too so take care of your body before we lose you. Manic will kill you if you are not careful, especially with additives.

Welcome to what Christianity should be all about. Great post, OP. Thanks for sharing such a positive message. People always say 'eh, there's nothing we can do'. Yes, there is. CHANGE YOURSELF, first. Change the way you react to certain situations and you'll realize that YOU are able to shift your life.

Good luck with all...that.

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All emotions are Fear or Love based. Just don't be naive that everyone will love you back.

Man, if you just quit your job I say go camping and stare at the stars for a few nights. Sounds like your job really sucked, glad you got out of that, I can relate. I quit my sales job, left the city and got a job with one of the Conservation Corps, and got paid to spend my days and nights in the Colorado Rockies. It's not going to be a career (Thats just me, some people do) but it was a really positive change that I really needed.

They don't have to do much to kill us. I'm already pretty close. Today I cut open the side of my neck. I just felt I couldn't do it anymore. I can't keep living like this. Everyone has someone and I don't have anyone. Everyone hates me and I'm alone. Sometimes I don't see the point of living anymore. It's a struggle everyday to keep going.

No one helps me. No one tells me they love me. No one ever did. I don't matter. That's how I feel. But I'm still here so. I'm just gonna keep trying I guess.

We live in a "Flowers in the Attic" existence. As strangely as that sounds, THAT is my bible. Here's something I posted on another comment:

I'd also compared this existence to "Flowers in the Attic". Minus the incest parts. Those kids were swayed into thinking mommy's gonna get close to her daddy again so she can get her inheritance. Hide the kids away. The kids bought into the lie. Those kids were never gonna make it out of the attic. The mother was poisoning them by putting arsenic on the cookies/doughnuts. Cory died. The other three managed to escape. We are those flowers in the attic. We just keep getting conned into believing a bunch of bullshit that makes this existence worth coming to. And we only get poisoned right from the start. It's long gotten to the point where I hate to eat anything these days because everything tastes fake. I had a VERY bad experience with artificial sweetener and have to be on the look out for that. So many poisoned things. And our minds are just as poisoned. Look at the way a lot of people act. So many people LOVE to do cruel things to others. We all hurt when we have to depend on a toxic system to live in and depend on people to do the right and honorable thing and they don't. You always have to look to see if some asshole's gonna stab you in the back.

I admit I'm not into new age woo-woo. I'm not gonna love hateful people or people that have hurt me or try to hurt me. I'm a misanthrope today because of the past. I'm somebody that'd be happy living as a hermit tbh. I'm that sick of people. I want out of this existence because I realize there's just nothing here in "the attic" outside of pain, suffering and poison. I want to be able to leave this place just like the ending to the original "Flowers in the Attic" movie. Cathy, Chris and Carrie joined hands and left Foxworth Hall.

Yes, I know "Flowers in the Attic" is a work of fiction. But I just can't help picturing the parallels between that story and this existence.

OP, please read this and do not take offense.

There is a very significant shift in the content and frequency of the comments you have been posting the past two days. You are very clearly having a manic episode of some sort. I'm not sure if you have any pre-existing mental conditions or not or if you are on medication.

I also don't know your situation, but if you have friends, family, a therapist, or someone you can talk to, I would recommend doing so. Especially if you feel like you might harm yourself or others.

I am not saying this to be mean. I am saying it out of general concern. It is not just the content or frequency of your posts (though both are troubling), but it is that this is a marked shift from your posting habits up until now.

For others on here, please take a moment to review OP's posting history over the past two days compared to before then. Please seriously consider this when responding. I think that OP is in the midst of an acute episode, and we should encourage them to get help for their own safety.

I just want to tell you that I agree with you, we are being kept down and misinformed and poisoned. Don't listen to these people putting you down and diagnosing you and telling you to go to the psych ward, tomorrow they could be talking about how bad it is to go to a place like that and be pumped full of drugs and be locked up. Personally I like your energy.

Hey friend - Congratulations on your awakening. Welcome to life. Once you really see the impeccability of the prison built around us and within us, there's no going back. There's a reason why Thomas Anderson / Neo vomited when he saw the Matrix. If anything, the movie deeply underplayed what's going on.

If you want to know more, and really explore the ways we've all been enslaved not just this century but for generations, I recommend looking up The Template. Start with the book Worldbridger by Juliet and Jiva Carter and see what you think.

Good luck, and I'm happy to be walking together. We are doing this.

Goodness I have vomited a lot and while I haven't really ingested or eaten anything for over 3 days I still kept going to the bathroom and purging and releasing and throwing up whatever fears concerns anger etc was inside of me

Good! Purge it all out, brother. Be kind to yourself. Drink water. Go easy. Try not to talk too much, as others around you might not understand what you're going through – as obviously many people even here don't. But I do. And I'm proud of you. I'm grateful for you. I know and feel right where you're at, and believe me you're not alone.

You probably did help one person out there. At least. :) Just don't forget the most important person you've got to help: you. If your writing and sharing helped you encapsulate and express what's going on for you, stepping out for perhaps the first (?) time in your life, then you helped the one person you most needed to, the one person you most can help. So don't overlook the blessings you're showering on yourself opening up to yourself and the world the way you are.

And remember, go easy. :)

Amen

Man, this is why I decided to sub to this place

You may catch some heat and negative attention for this post, and I am certainly concerned that you haven’t slept for two days, but I see the underlying message of love and getting out of the rat race, and the world certainly does need more of that, so I wish you all the best on your journey.

I am glad you got some sleep friend

Loud Volume does incredible research. Anyone who has followed his posts can see he Truly Cares About Humanity. This is sub is a much better place with him in it. :)

Money is fake. We all want safety, food, health, and respect and love.

Money buys me safety. I can then buy a gun, buy a bodyguard or buy a house in a safer area, which usually tends to be a richer area.

Money buys me food. Money also buys me land and materials where I could make my own food.

Money buys me health. If I have money, I can get the best healthcare in the world.

Money can buy me respect. I can pay people lots of money to talk about how great I am in the media and online.

Money can buy me love. I have much greater dating options as a rich man than a poor man.

I think for myself every second of everyday and the best part is that I am productive and contributing to something larger than myself that I happen to believe in.

Free yourself from the anger as this is a matter of perception, which is not universally defined. Stop shoving your ideals down onto people as if you're the answer, the truth and all mighty.

If you want to be a dirty hippy feel free and I hope you enjoy it, but I personally do not want to be a dirty hippy.

dude. plain greek yogurt. stuff does wonders for for your GI tract.

Elon Musk is shill elite who hoodwinks leftists into supporting big money.

What are you on right now? We all have powers I'm sorry your biggest power right now is attacking people and "putting them in their place" on reddit while they speak some truths

I met someone who Im so sure was Tesla. The energy seems to be a super close match. She's a woman now.

Elon Musk is absolutely not worthy of being compared to Tesla. He is not humanity's savior nor does he have your well-being in his mind. Please do extensive research on this.

My booty stink like old nasty puddin!

Nikola Tesla created because he loved science and making humanity better off...he wasn’t in it for the billions like Elon. Can’t believe you think you’re awake and think Elon is Nikola.

I was trying to see if there was info in his posts. He has been posting non-stop the past two days, and it's just been getting worse.

He mentioned previously being suicidal, but I don't see any notion that he is now.

He mentions a girlfriend returning soon, so maybe she will recognize the change in behavior ... or maybe he might behave badly towards her.

I think many have mentioned he should get help in direct or more smartly manipulative ways (won't blow their cover.)

If you have time to look through his posts for info or contact info, that could help.

Removed. Rule 4.