Going all the way there and coming back again...

1  2018-05-23 by badda_boom

So, since diving into the conspiracy theory world a few years ago, I have dove hard. I am lucky enough to have a lot of free time to read and watch as many sources as I can find and while I still sometimes cry while thinking about all the direct and indirect victims of 9-11, it was pizzagate that really sent me over the edge. So many media sources paint pizzagate as a sort of all-encompassing, you-can't-get-to-the-top-without-doing-this-shit kind of scenario, and for a long time I believed it.

And I don't NOT believe it, now, but I really want to know where I can draw the line. Surely all mega-famous people aren't worshiping the devil? But are they all involved in secret societies? What's the deal with all the fucking symbolism? Ugh. I want a path that will help me to understand the gray areas without thinking black-and-white that all famous people are evil pedophile murderers. It just doesn't feel quite correct. Any insights you could give me about your own experiences/peaks and valleys of belief would be helpful. Much love and peace.

30 comments

1  badda_boom 2018-05-23

As a quite sensitive soul, I'd love it if anyone chose to share their feelings about what all this means to the human experience. No worries if that's not your thing; I really appreciate the amazing evidence provided everyday by the people on this sub and don't want to clog it up either.

1  huktheavenged 2018-05-23

see r/homelessfan

1  badda_boom 2018-05-23

thanks for sharing that.

1  huktheavenged 2018-05-23

i'm just paying it forward

1  Stickey794 2018-05-23

You gotta take it case by case, person by person and single out the devil worshipers. Just get in touch with your senses and they will tell you who is evil.

1  badda_boom 2018-05-23

I suppose you're right. I just feel that the information that I've learned has really clogged my critical thinking. How do you deal with discussions of contemporary issues with people who don't feel or know the same as you do?

1  Stickey794 2018-05-23

Sometimes you just have to filter yourself, most people are not open minded and are seeking ways to verbally one up you. Sometimes you have to pick a side and use subtle hints that you believe something more unpopular and considered "out there" by most.

1  NorthKoreanDetergent 2018-05-23

https://infrakshun.wordpress.com/an-introduction-to-this-blog/

Here you go. Lots of info. Will take a lot of time to dive into, but it's all there.

The issue is we live in a world 'for psychopaths by psychopaths'. Not all your favorite entertainers are evil, but they have to play by the rules of an evil society.

1  badda_boom 2018-05-23

Thanks a lot. It looks like great information and I will dive in ASAP. I just hope it doesn't make me sadder.

1  badda_boom 2018-05-23

...But I guess it might. How to turn sadness into productive anger??!

1  NorthKoreanDetergent 2018-05-23

Anger is a mask of fear. The answer is to be fearless.

To understand yourself and the world, we can't shy away from the hard truths, we must look them in their eye and understand them. By sticking our heads in the sand, we enable evil to operate ungoverned in the dark by not accepting it exists.

1  badda_boom 2018-05-23

Do you think that, spiritually, some people are just meant to see the truth? Also, do you think that sounds as ridiculous as I feel writing it?

1  NorthKoreanDetergent 2018-05-23

No idea!

1  badda_boom 2018-05-23

Thanks for replying! I often wonder about this. Why should I know this stuff, and how in the world is it such a shock? I grew up in the midwest of the USA, and I don't see too many people believing what I do here. Sometimes it feels like a "cross to bear," so to speak.

1  OgSpaceJam 2018-05-23

Midwest where

1  NorthKoreanDetergent 2018-05-23

This knowledge has always been here for anyone that seeks it. Deeper truths are still laying in the silt, fallow, undisturbed.

I guess the real question is, 'is ignorance truly bliss?'. I think it is, but the true answer to that question lies within the individual. If we discover these hard truths out of boredom or curiosity, but still have to exist in our lives, what use are they? Personally, I grew up in a bad situation so I never carried any false notion that the world is a good place populated by righteous people. It may be a harder pill to swallow for people that were raised to believe that the world is fundamentally 'good' to learn that it is, in fact, much more complicated than 'good' and 'evil'.

IDK. It's completely up to you...pick these things up, leave them where they lay...pretty much everybody has their head in the sand when it comes to stuff like this, and they're doing okay, so I don't think it's 'essential' to know these things. I learn about all these difficult things, but then I walk outside and everything is okay and the world is beautiful, and that doesn't cause any cognitive dissonance for me. It doesn't bother be that horrible people exist and are doing horrible things, because my life is beautiful. Feel me? You can take this knowledge and apply it to your own understanding of people, or you can just take it as some shit that happens somewhere else. Either way, the people that love you are still going to love you. You're still going to love them. It won't effect your capacity to be an understanding, empathetic individual.

It's all on you, though.

1  captainn_chunk 2018-05-23

More like they want to while many don’t want that at all. They’ve seen the hidden darkness that truth can bring and quickly learned to ignore it. ie common ignorance.

TPTB have created an almost perfect world for ignorance to be the direct passageway of society.

1  ichoosejif 2018-05-23

Yes. Those with the ability to read and think critically.

1  iamawakeningtoo 2018-05-23

Evil people have existed since time began. We are more aware of it today because our information is instant and global. Your glass is either half empty or half full. Which do you want to focus on.

1  badda_boom 2018-05-23

Hi, I have been able to get a start on reading some of what is posted on the Infrakshun blog. Are you the author of this blog? Its wide scope, references, and clarity of insight are very impressive. I particularly appreciate the section where the writer focuses on 9-11, as my belief and experience lead me to believe that event is the "before" and "after" marker of the modern American situation. I'm sure I'm not alone in that belief here. Thanks, either way, for sending me to the blog. Peace.

1  NorthKoreanDetergent 2018-05-23

I am not the author, but I discovered it fairly recently and have found it to be an amazing resource.

1  zopwx2 2018-05-23

I guess its easier if you see the devil as a sort of drug dealer. These people progressively sell out their soul piece by piece to varying degrees. Until one day they're in way too deep and they no longer have the courage or conviction to break free or give up whatever carrot is being used to control them. Jobs, money, contacts, doors opening in certain halls of power etc.

It's not that everyone graduates high school and is like "wow I'm gonna go do outrageous evil now!". This evil is used as a control mechanism to blackmail and keep people in check. In some sense its like a gang initiation where they force everyone take part in some heinous act like a gang rape or pointless murder so that they can claim "Now we're all implicated, there is no turning back now, if one of us rats we all go down", therefore you have to be loyal to the group mentality or get hung out to dry.

Now just scale up for the gigantic clubs, societies, groups, and think tanks that populate DC, Hollywood, Silicon Valley etc.

1  huktheavenged 2018-05-23

https://youtu.be/7yDyXXSJ7Rg

1  YTubeInfoBot 2018-05-23

CUPHEAD SONG "The Devil's Due" by TryHardNinja and NotARobot

2,230,437 views  👍26,844 👎953

Description: ►GET THE SONG◄♦iTunes: http://apple.co/2yYatFj♦Spotify: http://spoti.fi/2yUXvpM♦Google Play: http://bit.ly/2ycfIlt♦Amazon: coming soon♦Bandcamp: https...

TryHardNinja | VIDEO GAME SINGER, Published on Oct 28, 2017

Beep Boop. I'm a bot! This content was auto-generated to provide Youtube details. | Opt Out | More Info

1  d3rr 2018-05-23

Some are playing the game, some are playing it unwittingly, and others chill back in the skybox and collecting the checks.

1  butterfreelee 2018-05-23

the internet is not real life. take a break from it.

1  Occams-shaving-cream 2018-05-23

I don’t really buy all the Satanic Occult bullshit. But as for the rest, think of Ancient Greece or Rome or the Libertine period in Europe... actors were effectively prostitutes and the nobles could fuck or murder any peasant they wanted to. Child fucking, disgustingly, has been a practice of humans since the dawn of civilization.

The illusion or lie is the idea that any of the things aristocrats have done for the last several thousand years suddenly stopped, ever.

1  huktheavenged 2018-05-23

https://youtu.be/VOsE_pdm2Cs

1  TheRisenOsiris 2018-05-23

Everything you are describing is Mk Ultra's modern day counterpart.

1  huktheavenged 2018-05-23

https://youtu.be/vWMxHBuuP6U

1  Stickey794 2018-05-23

Sometimes you just have to filter yourself, most people are not open minded and are seeking ways to verbally one up you. Sometimes you have to pick a side and use subtle hints that you believe something more unpopular and considered "out there" by most.