I've been at this for something like 7 years. Eventually I just let go and stopped caring as much. The reason why is :

• i realized there's only so much i can do
• its up to the masses
• the masses will eventually get up to speed

Don't fret too much over it. Everything is as it should be.

Also, mind what news sources you read. Some of them, like alex jones, will have you on the edge of your seat all the fucking time.

Some of them, like alex jones, will have you on the edge of your seat all the fucking time.

Not necessarily a bad thing.

Too much time on the edge of your seat can make you a nervous wreck (or raving lunatic). What ends up happening is you go deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole while everyone else stays "ok" - a bad disconnection from society.

You know what? You're right. While being on the edge of your seat from time to time can be exhilarating, "all the fucking time" is a problem.

It is worth your time to get out and pretend things aren't FUBAR. Try and live 'normally' a little bit and enjoy your time. You only get one chance at it. Make the most of things while you're here.

You're worth the life you have, I just wish people fought more for it.

google "stress-related disorders", and spend some time thinking how they might apply.

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Existence is measured by events not time.- pitofdoom

im leaving at the end of the month to mexico. I am buying a chunk of land from my friend, and building a self sustained home in paradise (hopefully making a little community) give me quality farm fresh organic food, a sturdy house, power, and most of all, the internet. then i retire, at 28.

I am not kidding.

plus the freedom from the corruption in our everyday lives. no politicians getting to get annoyed with, and no religion going all up in yo face. peace out

Mexico is pretty dangerous these days, and becoming more so. Being isolated in a nice home in an urban war zone also has its issues.

Don't get me wrong. I've thought of doing the same thing. I'm just not sure Mexico won't have some real issues in the near future . . .

Doing something similar in nothern Ontario. Colder climate but you get the bonus of being in a much safer country. Also if climate continues to change N. Ontario is going to be a much better location for anything self-sustaining. There are also grants you can receive in Canada from doing something like this, money back from using solar panels, set yourself up as a non-profit, run educational tours to show others what's possible etc.

Living the dream.

no politicians getting to get annoyed with

I take it you don't actually follow Mexican politics, then.

Try reading this: http://home.comcast.net/~readingnews/Hidden_Hand.html

It might help to shed some light on your 'negative' orientation.

Someone said that the America people don't move until they are shoved. You can imagine the event which shoves the masses into a realization they're being fucked and that they want to do something about it. The problems will take care of themselves. You won't be able to do anything until the masses are shove. So, don't worry about it so much.

Yeah, you get depressed sometimes... Especially after the thrill of "waking up" fades. The good news is, those moments WILL become fewer and further between. You're going to go through a lot of ups and downs though, regardless of experience! It's hard not to feel a little isolated at times. It just seems like most people either don't care, or think you're nuts, or.. both lol. I say, fuck those people! I like staring at my computer screen for obscene amounts of time, combing through HOURS of "documents" and "documentaries;" trying to separate actual research from disinformation and FEAR!!

...It's something to do in between bong rips anyway XD

Take a deep breath my young jedi... Solace is in the acceptance that those who awaken do so at THEIR OWN pace and of THEIR OWN volition. All you can do is be there to guide and inspire those who will wake long after you.

...If all that doesn't help, try good weed and Alan Watts. Works for me!

Ironically weed makes me hell paranoid. It didn't when i was a tween to mid teens but the older I got ... well thats another thread all together.

LoL! Eh, it's not for everybody :) Definitely download some Watts though. His anecdotes and philosophical candor always bring me back to center. Although, Mr. Watts isn't for everybody either! Best of luck!

"Running away from fear is fear; fighting pain is pain; trying to be brave is being scared. If the mind is in pain, the mind is pain. The thinker has no other form than his thought." - Alan Watts

Just remember not to smoke up all your weed, as prostitution may kick in before the radiation does!

We can only hope my friend... we can only hope XD

I cultivated my despair, disappointment and anger into overall disgust and contempt for the average human being.

Now I feel that the average human being invites and deserves every oppression that is dealt out to them.

If they are unwilling or incapable of learning how the world really works then they are of no use to anyone, except as a worker/slave unit. Let them wallow in their sty of ignorance.

Death to all pinks and normals, IMHO.

*?

what is a pink?

A pink actively works for The Conspiracy, whereas a normal is just an average ignorant person.

http://papajoe666.tripod.com/rail.html

I like the way you think!!

There is nothing you can do, your sovereignty as a people has been gone for quite some time now.

You start off in the battlefield of Truth as a scared soldier. Then after a few years you turn into fucking Rambo. Hope that helped.

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Seek after Wisdom so as not to choose poorly.- pitofdoom

Knowledge (hindsight) is good but Wisdom (foresight) is greater.- Pitofdoom

Truth overrides Faith and Wisdom (time) answers both. -Pitofdoom

I stopped worrying about others' freedoms and well-being and just started focusing on my own. Money == real freedom (freedom of choice, freedom of movement, influence, health, etc) is basically the conclusion I've come to, which of course is going to not go over well with a lot of people, but then again- that's their choice.

Selfish? Maybe, but trying to "wake up" others only makes you look like a nut more times than not, doesn't work (they have to come to their own conclusions), and can be a bit arrogant.

And the whole notion that the world's "going down the shitter"- well, compared to what? Perhaps we overblow the present situation and paint the past with a bit rosier picture than is warranted? That's the way I tend to think these days. I do think there are lots of reasons to be optimistic today- the internet, for one.

Next is the big after party flavor of massive poo...

Everybody goes through a rough time when first waking up. It's not easy realizing most everthing you have heard and been told is a lie. You will go through a lot of emotion at first anger, depression and feeling hopeless. Just remember the truth shall set you free. Concentrate on what is most important to you, wake other people up and stay informed.

Tyranny, like hell, is not easily conquered; yet we have this consolation with us, that the harder the conflict, the more glorious the triumph.

Thomas Paine, The American Crisis, No. 1, December 19, 1776

Cheer up. Conspiracies are just for fun. They're only possible in the same way that it is possible that you are actually a brain floating in a vat of liquid in a laboratory. It might help to read a book about something many people have verified by experiment, like a science book. For example, QED by Feynman is good.

The conspiracy culture is kind of misguided. Stories can become popular only because we don't know that something horrible didn't happen or because they make the world simpler. A much better way to organize information is to do experiments and spread info that anybody can verify. Imagine that the whole world is a brain but only one seven billionth of it is being used. There's a lot of potential, and finding a way to organize it is an important problem with many solutions.

Unless you got everyone to wake up and realize...I mean everyone. Even the military, the soldiers the police. nothing will change. Without people to enforce the law they have no power.

Ironically weed makes me hell paranoid. It didn't when i was a tween to mid teens but the older I got ... well thats another thread all together.

Just remember not to smoke up all your weed, as prostitution may kick in before the radiation does!